Re: Leesha | Kat
I've always loved Tori. And I always will.
But Leesha.... with Ellie? This isn't some rash, 'omg I have to be with her' thing. This has been festering inside me for months. I've never loved someone like this before. Like... it feels like my whole body is full of angry butterflies. As goofy as I went of Lita, over Enid, over a ton of other people admittedly... this is different.
Remember when Magnus bitched out on telling you he loved you? How gutted you felt? I swear on my life... I feel like that every time Ellie's here and leaves. Every time we're on the phone and she hangs up.
I sound like an idiot, I know. But this isn't "silly Kat being a hormone machine' again. This is real, Leesha. The most real thing I've ever felt in my life.