But she does not even know I am alive. Kind of like the few guys I have had crushes on. I am too shy and they never notice me.
She has very pretty red hair, and well, for some reason it seems like online she seems a little dorky even. Not in a bad way. I think it is adorable. But I can not tell if I feel empathy for her or if I want to cuddle her and be there for her romantically. It is hard to know how I feel since I do not know her at all.