I know that The Force still exists here. I can feel it, and I can utilize it.
It's with the hope that those who've become one with The Force can still hear us that I meditate at the top of the Jedi Temple every single night.
I thought I was stronger than this. That I could go on without her, and forgive myself for the things I've done. But I can't do either. I only hope that somehow, even in this new reality, that she can hear me. That she can feel how sorry I am. And how I wish I could have had the chance to show her how I love her.