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Carrie blew out a deep breath and nodded. "I know and that makes a ton of sense, but my problem is technically that I am not used to things going well for us." She repeated, sighing, looking down, shyly, though with no reason to be shy with her sister. "So basically I am confused as to why I am confused just because something is going good for us. Does that even make sense because in my own head it does not even." She admitted. She nodded and smiled at that statement. "We'll always be Dollangagers. And now Sheffields, too. I am grateful to have you and the boys always here to come home, too, but I can't help wondering what if you fall in love and go off again. You won't always want your adult aged sister, albeit one who looks 15, with you all the time at your house. Will I want to live you forever either? What if by some miracle I get a chance at a second love, a true one? I just don't know." She was rambling a little now.