Hmmm. It counts, but it sounds like you need to broaden your horizons a bit.
Example: I recently went to visit my best friend while her mother-in-law was having auditions for musicians. Got to hear a lot of good music, including a girl who played the violin so well it was breathtaking.
I just want you to.... how do I put this... Theon, you have a second chance at life here. So don't just exist. Live.