Alex Vause (alex_vause) wrote in freedomtownic, @ 2016-01-09 16:14:00 |
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Let's Keep This On The DL
Who: Alex and Gwen
Where: Out and about, on the roof of Java's building, then Alex's apartment
When: Backdated to Wednesday, November 11th
What: Gwen and Alex admit feelings for each other
Rating: High, as there is sexual content
Since she didn't have any work to do today, Alex had decided to go for a walk and do some exploring. She'd mostly stuck to the restaurants and bars before, but she figured that it might be time to check out the shopping district... followed by some of the shadier establishments in Freedomtown. Hey, a girl was curious, okay? For now, she was perfectly content to aimlessly wander, deciding to let fate decide for her.
Recently, Gwen had really been trying to get out more, make some actual friend here, maybe even attempt to make a life for herself, in case she never got to go home. She'd struck up a friendship with Dean Winchester, and even made a date to go out with him sometime. So why was it that Gwen, a normally straight (but admittedly curious) girl, ended up not only experimenting sexually with one Alex Vause, but also thinking about her CONSTANTLY? It was bordering on aggravating now, to be honest.
So Gwen put on her costume, deciding to spend the afternoon swinging around town, losing herself in the adrenaline rush it gave her. Imagine her surprise (and slight annoyance) when she managed to spot the person she was trying to NOT think about. Yep. There was Alex, walking that fine ass around town, those glasses framing her gorgeous face.... ARRRRRGH! Why did Gwen keep thinking like this???
Aw, hell. If it was gonna be like this anyway, why not have fun with it, right? Gwen swung down behind Alex, webbing the back of her jacket and pulling the brunette to her, lifting her as she swung straight over to a nearby rooftop. "Funny running into you here, hmm?"
Alex squealed (yes, squealed, STFU) when Gwen collected her up, and while she clung to Gwen with one arm, she slapped at her shoulder with her free hand multiple times. "You ass! Are you trying to give me a heart attack!?" It was almost as if she suddenly realized the fact that Gwen was swinging them through the air, and she quickly wrapped her other arm around the woman, clinging to her, amusingly enough. "Holy shit."
"Gee... your first time seeing me in my costume, and that's your reaction?" Gwen laughed, steadying as they landed on top of Java The Hutt. She placed her hands at her hips, pulling the mask and hood up and over her head, "Gonna give a girl self-worth issues, Vause! Wow. I totally thought better of you..." Heh. Somehow, just being in her costume was bringing out her inner motormouth. Odd how in situations like this, she really WAS like Parker.
"You're just lucky heights don't freak me out, otherwise there would have been a LOT more squealing," Alex joked. She hooked her fingers in the neck of Gwen's costume and yanked her close, crushing her lips against the younger woman's.
Gwen froze up for a moment, eyes wide, shocked by that sudden kiss. But before she could even think about it, she found herself kissing Alex back. Eagerly. Hungrily. And not at all in a mere 'friends-with-benefits' way. There was a true urgency, a true WANT, to the kiss, and her eyes fluttered closed as a content little sigh escaped her lips mid-kiss.
Alex quirked an eyebrow as they kissed, as Gwen hadn't been so... greedy before, and while it surprised her at first, she was quick to match Gwen's enthusiasm, hands roaming and groping at Gwen's breasts and hips as she blindly backed her up to the nearest solid object they could find. "So... hi..."
Gwen rested her forehead against Alex's, sweetly out of breath from the passion in that kiss. "Yeah. Um... hi." She muttered, blushing brightly. She wasnt sure what the hell it was she was feeling... she just knew it was more than simple lust, and that she found herself thinking about this woman all the time. "Well... I *did* promise to show you the costume sometime, right?"
Alex grinned. She thought that the blushing was adorable. She hooked her fingers around a tuft of Gwen's blonde hair and looped it around her ear. "Well, it was well worth the wait," she purred, giving Gwen a brief yet surprisingly tender peck on the lips. Hm. Maybe Gwen wasn't the only one here feeling something a bit more than lust here. "Did you have any plans today, or were you just gonna swing around?"
"My plans more or less consisted of swinging around town trying not to feel feelings." Gwen said with a wry chuckle, nibbling her bottom lip in an attempt to not say anything that she'd regret later. "Wouldn't say no to spending time with you though... whatever you wanna do is fine. I mean, we can just go back to your place and make out or something..." Because honestly, she figured that was all Alex really wanted with her. And why wouldn't it be? That was essentially what they began this whole thing as!
Alex chuckled huskily. "Are you kidding? I'm half-tempted to do you right here." She let out a low growl as she eyed Gwen up, impish grin on her face. "Buuuuuttt..." She set her hands on Gwen's hips and swayed them, "we could always go dancing. See how long we can stay out before we maul each other. Could be fun." She quirked an eyebrow and added: "I could stand to know you more than in a biblical sense, though."
"......Really?" Gwen asked, sweetly enough visibly excited by the thought. "I mean... yes! I'd love to. I just wasn't sure if that was anything you were, you know, interested in." As she spoke, she caaaaasually took Alex's hands and shifted them to rest on her spandex-clad rear. "I don't know what's going on, Alex. I've never really THOUGHT about girls in more than a sexually curious way... but since that first time, I haven't been able to get you off of my mind. For god's sake I was trying to get a date with a hot guy, and still couldn't stop thinking about you."
Alex tried to bite back a smirk when Gwen moved her hands for her, but even as she listened to the younger woman she started to massage her rear. "Wow. I must have really got in there deep, huh," she commented, glancing briefly at Gwen's forehead to indicate what she meant. Still, Gwen was trying to be serious here. "And yes, really. You're kind of amazing, okay? Don't make a big thing of it."
"In more ways than one..." Gwen said with a wag of her eyebrows, giggling. "I won't make a thing of it. Promise. I just... I wanted to make sure I wasn't going somewhere you had no interest in. If that makes any sense. Because I tend to ramble and stuff when I'm nervous, right? And right now I'm REALLY nervous, because in spite of everything I typically think and feel.... God, it's like I cannot get ENOUGH of you."
Alex laughed. "You have no possible reason to be nervous. What am I gonna do? Bite your head off for having feelings?" Alex asked, giving her a 'bitch, please' look. "That would be like the pot calling the kettle black. If, you know, the pot wanted to fuck the kettle until it couldn't walk anymore." Alex rolled her eyes at herself. "And I swear I'd have something more poetic and sweet to say if my hands weren't on your ass."
"Luckily, I kinda like your hands on my ass." Gwen laughed, leaning in to nip playfully at Alex's throat. She wasn't sure where this was going: if Alex wanted to just get to know her better, if she wanted to date, if she wanted to still sleep with other people.... and frankly, she had no idea how to even bring topics like that up right now. "What do you say we spend the day getting to know each other, and figure out where this is going.... AFTER we spend some time having sex? Because I'm... pretty riled up right now."
Alex let out a surprised bark of a laugh at that. "And here I was fully prepared to woo you for a change." Still, the radiant smile on her face said it all. She was smitten with this girl. "Alright, you totally twisted my arm. But we're finding a bed this time." She tried to give Gwen a stern look, but ultimately failed.
"And woo me you may!" Gwen laughed, blushing brightly. "But first... I really have an itch that needs scratching." She purred, leaning in to whisper in the other woman's ear. "And it involves licking you from head to toe."
"Mm, so what are we waiting for, exactly?" Alex murmured in reply, lightly tracing her thumb across Gwen's bottom lip before going in for another kiss, crushing her lips against the younger woman's.
Gwen whimpered happily at the kiss, returning it with equal zest. Wrapping an arm tightly around Alex's waist, the blonde winked at her, then pulled her mask back down over her face. "To the Vause residence we go!" She laughed, 'thwip'ing a webline at a nearby streetlight, to whisk them away.
A little more than ten minutes later the pair were cutely fumbling their way into Alex's apartment, as if they couldn't take their hands (or lips) off of one another for more than a minute. They probably could have made it to the apartment sooner if they weren't so god damn handsy with one another. "Arrrgh!" Alex twisted the key in the lock. "Open already motherfucker!" She somehow managed to get the door open and pulled Gwen inside with her, not much care where they went as long as they were inside.
"Get undressed..." Gwen panted between kisses, giggling as she backed up a few steps to begin quickly taking off that costume. She hurriedly unzipped the back, slowly peeling that spandex down her body, revealing that beneath it, she wore no bra, and only a black thong.
"Jesus." Alex's eyes lit up as she watched Gwen disrobe. Sure, she'd seen her naked. Quite a bit. But it still took her breath away every time. She pulled her shirt over her head and tossed it haphazardly aside, her glasses askew as she toed out of her sneakers and started working on her belt. Hilariously, she lost any kind of smoothness in her haste.
Now fully nude, Gwen stepped toward Alex, grabbing the woman's belt and YANKING her lover toward her, peppering her breasts with hungry kisses as she tried to give Alex enough room to continue working on her pants. "Love this body..." she murmured, lips and tongue enjoying every moment of exploring the milky white flesh.
Alex's eyelids fluttered as Gwen went to work on her, and once she had her pants unbuttoned, she hooked her thumbs underneath the fabric of her jeans and underwear and yanked them down as much as she could while still standing, finding it difficult to move much more under Gwen's attentions. "And it's all yours..."
Pausing only to nip, hard, at each of Alex's nipples, Gwen slowly slithered down to her knees to help finish relieving her of the pants and underwear she wore. "...beautiful..." Gwen murmured to herself, standing back up and kissing Alex on the lips again, sighing as she reached down between the woman's legs, and began rubbing between her thighs harshly with the pads of her fingertips.
Alex hissed at the nips, but voiced no complaint as Gwen helped her out of her clothes. She adjusted her glasses briefly, gasping against Gwen's lips when she found the pleasure centre between her thighs. "Jesus, someone's eager..." She muttered, although she was one to talk. Her arousal was clearly evident, in the scent on the air and the slickness of her sex. She tangled her fingers in Gwen's hair and yanked her head back so she could work on her neck, kissing and nipping at it roughly.
"You have no idea..." Gwen told her, before remembering how the woman had talked dirty to her that first time. "I've been thinking about licking that pussy all week long..." She grinned, before slowly curling two fingers deep inside Alex, her slick, tight sex feeling like heaven to the blonde.
"Well... far be it from me not to give you what you want." Alex hitched in a breath when she felt Gwen's fingers slide inside her, and her legs started to quiver beneath her. She sucked on a particular spot on Gwen's neck, lightly grazing her teeth across her pale flesh as one hand groped at Gwen's breast, bringing her nipple to a point and the other hand slid down between them to tease her fingertips along Gwen's moist slit.
"Uh-uh..." Gwen grinned, gently pushing Alex's hand away. "Not yet... right now, I've got one hell of an itch to scratch." The blonde told her, retrieving her own fingers and making a show of licking the woman's juices from them. "Please... lie down for me?"
Alex whined when Gwen pulled her hand away. "I might need a minute." She chuckled huskily, already on shaky legs. Still, she did as instructed, leading Gwen over to her room and making a show of laying down on the bed. "Better?"
"Mmm. Much." Gwen said with a little giggle, crawling on top of the other woman and slowly beginning to trail small kisses down her neck and chest. "So beautiful..." She murmured, leaving tiny little bites as she moved.
Alex's eyes rolled to the back of her head, her body twitching with each kiss and bite. She tried to prop herself up on her forearms to watch Gwen, but was far too aroused to even attempt it. "Jesus," she muttered.
Gwen paused when she got to Alex's stomach, grinning as she took a few moments to enjoy kissing, licking, and sucking at the skin there, teasingly flicking the tip of her tongue into the woman's navel a few times. "Gonna enjoy the hell out of this..." She said, winking at Alex before lowering herself just a little, to rub her nose affectionately at Alex's sex.
Alex let out what could only be described as a mix between a groan and a whine, her glasses fogged up from her arousal. "Yeah... yeah... me too," was all she could manage to let out. Jesus. How did this girl get to be so talented??
Clearly, sometimes sheer eagerness can make up for a lack of experience! Pressing her lips to the woman's dripping wet sex, Gwen let out a long, happy sigh as she traced the tip of her tongue all around, fingertips digging into Alex's thighs.
"Did... you ever think... you'd be so eager... to dine at the Y?" Alex panted, eyelids fluttering as she placed her feet on the bed and spread her legs wider for Gwen, already twitching under her attentions.
"Ohmygod. Sometimes I can't believe the shit that comes outta your mouth, Vause..." Gwen laughed with a blush, before taking a deep breath and going in again, this time slipping her tongue deep into Alex, curling it happily as she seemingly attempted to taste every part of her that she could.
Alex's back arched. "Come on... you love it..." was all that she could manage to let out. Gwen was certainly backing up her words here and, sad to say, Alex couldn't remember the last time someone had given her so much oral attention. She reached down with one hand to grasp a fistful of Gwen's hair, tugging on it as her orgasm rapidly approached.
"Yeah..." Gwen panted with an embarrassed laugh, taking another long lick of her. "I really do." And then, before Alex could have a chance to make some other snarky comment, Gwen decided to be proactive and just go for the gold, roughly pressing her mouth to the woman's sex, and beginning to wriggle her tongue back and forth within her.
"Jesus!" Alex chuckled, finally at a loss for words. She moaned loudly, suddenly glad that she didn't have any room mates for once... although in saying that, the gasps and moans coming from her were likely loud enough that the neighbours could hear her. She was so close already, her toes were starting to curl.
Gwen's eyes fluttered closed as she reveled in the feel and the taste of experiencing Alex like this. There was just something, gender be damned, that made her feel almost obsessed with the raven-haired woman. The motions of her tongue were more desperate and hungry than talented and deliberate... but she was so turned on, so ravenous for this woman... it was all she could do.
That desperation and hunger, while almost similar to her first few times with Piper... was still enough to send Alex over the edge, vociferously crying out as her orgasm hit, her body spasming as her hands flew to her forehead and her back arched almost enough to come off of the bed entirely. "JESUSFUCK!"
When Alex came... it was as though instinct hit Gwen. She craved what the woman was giving her now, and lapped it up with almost a crazed hunger, her fingers digging roughly into Alex's inner thighs.
Alex's eyelids fluttered and her chest heaved as she tried to catch her breath. After close to a minute, even though her orgasm hadn't quite washed over her yet, she pulled Gwen up on top of her and kissed her happily, hungrily, on the lips. "You... are... learning... FAST."
"Well, I did have a damn good teacher..." Gwen laughed, out of breath herself, cheeks flushed and obviously still raring to go. "GOD you're amazing, you know that?"
"Says you. Jesus, where did you come from?" Alex chuckled, rolling them over and pinning Gwen to the bed, if only so she could kiss her again, already horribly addicted to those lips.
"Queens, actually." She quipped, trying not to laugh, before giving a surprised 'oof' when Alex rolled them over. "Well now! Something on your mind?"
"Smart ass," Alex replied, dancing her fingertips along Gwen's ribs cheekily, tickling her. Well, she didn't know if she was ticklish, but that was a good way to find out! "Well, I did have something in mind," she rumbled, honestly still trying to catch her breath after that orgasm. Wow. "But we'd have to sit up... and I'm not sure if I wanna do that just yet," she added, tenderly kissing a spot on Gwen's neck.
"Mmmm... whatever you wanna do, I'm game." Gwen purred, eyes closing at those kisses, a lazy grin on her lips. "I think I'd do anything you want, any TIME, as long as you keep kissing me like that..."
"Mmm," Alex rumbled, continuing those sweet little kisses, stopping to suck at the tender flesh of Gwen's neck. "Have I found your Achilles heel?"
"I suspect you may have..." Gwen giggled, blushing a little as she strained to give Alex more access to her neck. "I think I could do this all day..."
"Now that sounds like a plan..." Again, while she'd been lonely before and considered getting room-mates, at least now Alex was glad that she didn't have them. Because they were not being quiet here. Eventually, after several more long hickey-inducing kisses to Gwen's neck, she moved back to straddle one of Gwen's thighs for now, impish grin on her face.
Gwen looked up at Alex, grinning as she felt an eyebrow go up slowly. "You are just the most.... gorgeous human being I've ever seen, you know that?" She said with a heartbreaking little sigh, clearly smitten. "I mean it: head to toe, inside and out. Gorgeous."
Alex chuckled. "Somehow I doubt you'd be saying that if you knew half the shit I got up to." She paused and looked into Gwen's eyes for a long moment, and then smiled. It wasn't a guarded or hesitant smile. It was honest and sweet... as least for a good few seconds until it turned cheeky. "You, though. You're so beautiful I just wanna lick every inch of you."
"I... would not stop you. Just puttin' that out there." Gwen laughed, obviously just ridiculously turned on. "Oh my GOD, just picturing that is making me squirmy." She admitted, pale cheeks blushing brightly.
Alex chuckled and kissed Gwen on the lips, then made a show of kissing, licking and nibbling her flesh, starting with her neck and working her way down. "I might need a few minutes to enjoy this," she joked.
"Take as long as you like... trust me, there is NOWHERE I'd rather be." Gwen managed to squeak out, as her eyes fluttered closed and a big smile crept upon her lips. "You make me feel like some kind of princess or something... like the most beautiful woman alive..."
"Well... you *are* stunning," Alex pointed out. She traced the tip of her tongue around one of Gwen's nipples, hardening it to a point, and then moved to work on her other nipple, this time stopping to lightly clamp her teeth around it, and tug. "So beautiful..."
"Girl could get... obsessed with you... pretty easily..." Gwen admitted with another blush, crying out happily when Alex bit down and tugged on her nipple. "As it is... I think about you constantly..."
"Reeeally now?" Alex asked, smug smile on her face as she trailed kisses and the tip of her pink tongue down Gwen's taut stomach. She flicked the tip of her tongue against Gwen's navel a few times teasingly before stopping and resting her chin on her stomach. "And what exactly do you think when you're thinking about me, hmm?"
Gwen blushed, BRIGHTLY, nibbling her bottom lip as she paused before answering honestly. "Everything from how beautiful you are... to how funny you are... to how amazing you are in bed..." Oh god. She knew Alex was going to mock her for this. She even visibly braced herself for it.
Alex chuckled and made herself comfortable on the bed between Gwen's legs. "Those are probably the only decent things about me," she joked, letting her hands roam over Gwen's body. "Do you always try to find the best in people, or am I just lucky?"
"I don't try, goofball." Gwen laughed, the naturally husky tone to her voice making it far sexier than she intended it to. "You're a good person. So you made some mistakes. Big deal. You're amazing, ok? Deal with it."
"Deal with it? Deal with it, she says," Alex teased with a playful roll of her eyes. If only everything in life was so simple, huh? "I think I'll stick with you being the amazing one," she purred, before lowering herself further, teasing her tongue around Gwen's sex before sucking her clit into her mouth, moaning as she pleasured the younger woman.
"Oh my god... Alex..." Gwen panted, eyes rolling back as her eyes welled up with happy, ecstatic tears. Her fingers tangled again into the older woman's long black hair. "You're so... so... AMAZING..." She so badly wanted to talk to Alex, to see if maybe the woman would be interested in making this more than just friends who slept together... but she'd barely had any experience with GUYS, much less women. She had NO idea how to approach her about this.
Since her glasses were fogging up Alex perched them on top of her head. "Heh. Well, I do try," she joked with a husky chuckle, stopping what she was doing if only briefly so she could roll Gwen onto her stomach and kissed and nipped at her ass. She certainly wasn't against having that conversation... but obviously once she'd finished what she'd started here.
"Oh, holy SHIT." Gwen laughed, turned on tremendously by being so suddenly manhandled like that. "I am all... all yours, Alex." She said, but the crack to her voice, the sincerity in it, was almost shocking. Without even planning to, she was essentially giving herself entirely to the older woman, right there.
Alex paused what she was doing and smiled privately... then traced the tip of her tongue along Gwen's spine. "Well, 'all mine'... raise your hips a little for me. I'm not done yet."
Gwen had never thought of herself as the submissive type... but in bed with this woman? All she could seem to do was obey. She nodded silently, raising her hips carefully as her lover had instructed, breath heavy with anticipation. She was learning a lot here... Alex was putting on an absolute CLINIC in sexuality for the girl.
Alex purred and groped at Gwen's ass, fingertips massaging her skin as she spread her cheeks apart and traced her tongue from hole to hole. With a happy little groan, she flopped onto her back between Gwen's thighs and pulled the younger woman's sex down onto her face, her tongue exploring her sex eagerly and expertly.
Without really thinking about it, Gwen began to grind on Alex's face, moaning loudly (yeah, anyone living nearby? Knew our girl was getting laid. No doubts.) as she swiveled her hips against that talented mouth, panting for breath as her eyes rolled back, a big grin plastered on her face as she felt an explosive orgasm quickly approaching.
Clearly Alex was in her element here, and while initially all she wanted from Gwen was a good lay, obviously something deeper had developed here. She gripped Gwen's hips and hummed happily as her tongue eagerly explored Gwen's core, her nose nuzzling against her clit as she lost herself to the simple joy of pleasuring the other woman.
"Alex... oh, holy shit... almost.... almost..." She was trying to communicate, ok? She'd never been this turned on in her life, so excuse her if she wasn't exactly coherent right now. "Ohmygod... nothing feels as good as you fucking me..." She moaned, bucking her hips lightly against the brunette's face one last time before an incredibly forceful orgasm washed over her, feeling as though a dam broke inside of her.
Alex groaned happily and rolled Gwen onto her back again (losing her glasses in the process), face still buried in the younger woman's sex, lapping at her sex like a kitten to a saucer of milk. "So... fuckin'... delicious..." She groaned.
Gwen went entirely limp then, a HUGE smile on her face as she just lazily dragged her fingers through Alex's hair. "Oh, baby... god, where's you BEEN all my life?" She asked with a happy chuckle, wishing this moment could last forever. "You're so amazing... and so beautiful..."
Alex almost joked that she'd been in prison for a good while there, but for once didn't want to spoil the mood and instead found her glasses and perched them back on her nose before kissing at Gwen's inner thighs and crawling back up her body. "Keep complimenting me like that and you're never going to get rid of me."
"You say that like I'd want to..." Gwen said, voice lowering as she admitted what she'd been thinking. "I... never ever thought of myself as anything other than 'curious', but... Alex, I wanna be with you. Not just like this... I just... I want you in my life. Does that make sense?"
Alex continued the trail of kisses until she found Gwen's lips after she'd spoken and kissed her softly, sweetly. "Perfect sense," she murmured against her lips. She pulled back just enough to look at Gwen. She looked on the verge of saying something else but instead gave her a soft smile and another tender kiss.
"I just... I don't want to sound like the stereotypical 'straight girl who gets smitten with a girl' trope, you know?" Gwen asked, rolling her eyes adorably. "It's just that since the first time talked, I've been so DRAWN to you, to where anything I see, or hear, all I can think is how bad I cant wait to tell you all about it."
Alex couldn't help it but chuckle, since what she'd been thinking had something to do with a joke about lesbians and a U-Haul truck. She nuzzled into Gwen's neck and nodded against her skin. "So why don't you? If I remember correctly, you're the one that set the parameters of this relationship. Why not make new ones?"
"You saying you wanna date me, Vause?" Gwen asked, blushing a little in spite of herself. She tried to be jokey about it, in case she was barking up the wrong tree here.
"That's exactly what I'm saying," Alex replied. No more than a few months ago she would have balked at the thought, but despite herself she'd grown to care for Gwen deeply. "You're smart, you're beautiful, you're funny... what's not to like?"
"Well... you forgot to mention how great my ass looks in my costume, but I guess I can let that go." Oh, what a smart-ass. She pulled Alex to her, kissing her deeply, with more affection and more true devotion than Alex had likely felt in a long, long time. "I'ma keep you. Just saying."
Alex kissed her back, finally allowing herself to clutch and hold Gwen the way that she'd wanted to for some time now. "You can keep me for as long as you want," she purred before adding with a husky chuckle: "And of COURSE your ass looks good in the costume... I prefer to see you out of it, though." She squeezed Gwen's ass for emphasis and couldn't help it but grin.
"Well... I guess my ex can rest easy now, since I kinda don't have a reason to hate his new girlfriend anymore..." Gwen laughed, tilting her head to nibble lovingly at Alex's neck. "Which'll work out for me, since everyone freakin' LOVES her..."
Alex's eyelids fluttered. "What? And no one loves me? According to Wade I am the BOMB dot com. And, you know... he clearly has a sane head on his shoulders." It was kind of cute how huffy Alex got over even the mention of Peter and Jean, though.
Which Gwen clearly picked up on, raising an eyebrow slowly. "Annnnnd may I ask what lit the little teensy fire under your ass there, hon?" Call her curious.
"I'm supposed to be this new wonderful thing in your life, mentioning your ex and his new girlfriend like five seconds after you agree to date me kind of shits on that." Alex rolled her eyes at herself. "Or I could just be overly sensitive."
"If it helps? I was mentioning them because I've been... letting them haunt my thoughts since the moment I got here. And this... this right here..." Gwen said, sniffling a bit as she hugged Alex, holding back a crying fit, "Because of you, I can finally let it GO. I've tried, and tried... and I couldnt. And it was eating me alive. And you freed me, Alex. You freed me..."
"Well, don't I fell like a dick..." Alex joked. Still, she could sense the pain that Gwen was in and wrapped her arms around her, wanting more than anything to comfort her right then. "I did all that, huh?"
"You did..." Gwen sniffled, nodding. "I look inside now... to my future? To what I *hope* is my future? And all I see is YOU dumbass. So don't get jealous, or offended, or anything like it. Because all I want is YOU."
Alex's body relaxed then. God help her, she was falling in love with another straight girl... which was something that she promised herself she'd never do again. It was funny how the heart didn't listen, though. "Stay with me tonight."
"I dunno...." She teased, her smile making it obvious that she was doing just that, "Depends - you gonna make me breakfast in the morning? Because I'm not a cheap date. I demand waffles and scrambled eggs at the VERY least."
Alex couldn't help it but laugh. "Alright. Now are you a coffee drinker or a tea drinker? If I'm gonna make you breakfast then I'm fucking going to do it right."
"Dude. I grew up in New York City. I think at this point I have more coffee in my veins than I do blood." Gwen giggled, fingertips trailing along Alex's body, seemingly unable to keep her hands off of the woman for any real amount of time. "And I like it black. Like... so black a Kardashian will wanna marry it."
"Duly noted," Alex replied, sucking her bottom lip into her mouth thoughtfully. Of course, whatever serious thoughts she was having were betrayed by the words that actually came out of her mouth. "I hope you're not tired... because I have plans. Plans that involve you not leaving this bed for several days... maybe a week."
"I think I can handle that." Gwen replied, cutely squirming at the very thought of it. "You are gonna end up spoiling me, you know that?Not that I'm complaining even a little bit..."
"Nor should you. I'm a very attentive lover when I'm--well, when I'm WITH someone. You should consider yourself lucky, Gwen Stacy. Not many women have had the full Alex Vause experience." Gee, laying it on thick, wasn't she?
"And nobody better get it AGAIN, if you smell what I'm cookin'." Gwen told her, giving a faux glare at her. "Because I don't share, especially when I have someone this special. Got it?"
Alex smirked and traced her fingertips along Gwen's body, a feather-light touch that started and one breast and made its way down. "Like I could possibly want or need anyone else. Bitch, please."
"Well..." Gwen chuckled, a light blush on her cheeks, "Now you can see me in or out of it any old time you want. I'm yours now, ok? And that's not something I take lightly."
"I don't either. I promise to treat you with the care and respect that you deserve and if I fall short of that sometime you're welcome to kick my ass."
"Duly noted." Gwen smirked, nipping playfully at the other woman's chin. "And believe me... you act like an ass at any time? And I will totally do it."
"...And I'll try not to enjoy it," Alex replied dryly, trying to keep a straight face. "You mind if we keep this on the DL for a little while? I just... kind of like the idea of having you all to myself for a little longer, because you KNOW DP's gonna want us to double-date sometime... and I think we both need to mentally prepare for that."
"Yeah... I pretty much...." She paused, thinking of the right wording to use. She didn't want to blurt everything out and sound like an emotional mess, not already. "I kinda figured as much. Anything you want, Alex... I'll do. I promise."
Alex gave Gwen a sobering look. "You're not my bitch. Relationships are allll about give and take. So anything YOU want? Just tell me. Unless it's like, licorice or something. Then I draw the line."
"Nope. Not your bitch at all. No worries there." Gwen insisted, raising a brow. Hmm. Seems she was learning new little things about this woman's mindset all the time. She really WAS a fascinating woman. "All I meant was... I just wanna do whatever it takes to make you feel comfortable. To keep you around."
"Well... just keep being yourself then," Alex murmured, curling some hair behind Gwen's ear before leaning in to kiss her on the lips. She hadn't felt so vulnerable in such a long time... and sometimes she kinda hated it. But for now, she was content to let down those walls and let Gwen in.
"No plans to be anyone else, honey." Gwen promised her, reaching to brush her fingers lovingly through Alex's hair. There was a lot of mistrust, hurt, and self-loathing in there... Gwen could feel it, even if Alex wasn't admitting it. And all she wanted was to calm the woman, make her believe that she wasn't going to hurt her like so many others apparently had.