Going on a month and a half sober now.
I'm miserable. I still cry every day.
But I'm sober
. I'm not thinking about getting smashed every time I cry now.
It's a long road, and I know you're never completely better. But I'm ready to go home. I'm gonna check in with Tess every day for a while, then eventually check in weekly.
I'm broken, and I doubt I'll ever feel fixed. But I want to stay sober this time.