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Ben Solo (was Kylo Ren) ([info]fulfilldestiny) wrote in [info]freedomtownic,
@ 2019-07-13 19:54:00

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Entry tags:~collin balcoin (mrheatmiser), ~dagny langdon (hadesspawn), ~kylo ren (fulfilldestiny)

I'd always been told there was too much of a family member in me. Too much Darkness.

And now I think that's all there is.

Bot how can you be sure? If you've always been the monster or if it was forced on you?


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[info]l0rd_vader
2019-07-13 07:03 pm UTC (link)
Ben... don't ever let yourself believe that. Even when I was at my worst, when there seemed nothing left of me BUT darkness... I was still pulled back to the light.

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[info]fulfilldestiny
2019-07-13 07:05 pm UTC (link)
[Too late]

I don't think there's any Light left.

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[info]dagny
2019-07-13 07:17 pm UTC (link)
Dude. I feel struggle so hard.

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[info]fulfilldestiny
2019-07-13 07:21 pm UTC (link)
Where does your struggle come from?

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[info]dagny
2019-07-13 07:26 pm UTC (link)
The God side of me. The darkness is always in me trying to overpower the light.

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[info]fulfilldestiny
2019-07-13 07:34 pm UTC (link)
What wins out?

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[info]dagny
2019-07-13 08:29 pm UTC (link)
Usually the darkness as of late.

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[info]fulfilldestiny
2019-07-13 08:33 pm UTC (link)
Of course.

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[info]dagny
2019-07-13 08:35 pm UTC (link)
Mom was dark too so it's really no surprise.

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[info]fulfilldestiny
2019-07-14 11:31 am UTC (link)
So you came from the dark

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[info]dagny
2019-07-14 04:00 pm UTC (link)
Pretty much. Even how I was conceived is dark because Hades is pretty twisted.

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[info]fulfilldestiny
2019-07-14 04:05 pm UTC (link)
... Hades?

[Not a name he knows]

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[info]dagny
2019-07-14 04:06 pm UTC (link)
Greek God. He's King of the Underworld.

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[info]fulfilldestiny
2019-07-14 04:42 pm UTC (link)
Oh. Never heard of him.

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[info]dagny
2019-07-14 04:43 pm UTC (link)
Shocking. Most people have.

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[info]fulfilldestiny
2019-07-14 04:44 pm UTC (link)
Are most from the same galaxy?

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[info]dagny
2019-07-14 04:47 pm UTC (link)
And you're not. That explains it.

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[info]fulfilldestiny
2019-07-14 04:52 pm UTC (link)
Exactly.

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[info]dagny
2019-07-14 04:53 pm UTC (link)
Gotcha.

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[info]fulfilldestiny
2019-07-14 04:57 pm UTC (link)
Good

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[info]mrheatmiser
2019-07-13 07:20 pm UTC (link)
I don't question it. I just embrace it.

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[info]fulfilldestiny
2019-07-13 07:21 pm UTC (link)
Being the monster?

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[info]mrheatmiser
2019-07-13 07:30 pm UTC (link)
No, the darkness. I may use dark magic but I'm no monster.

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[info]fulfilldestiny
2019-07-13 07:35 pm UTC (link)
How can you use the Dark and not have it use you?

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[info]mrheatmiser
2019-07-13 07:42 pm UTC (link)
A lot of control.

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[info]fulfilldestiny
2019-07-13 07:45 pm UTC (link)
Oh.

[Not that answer he wants]

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[info]mrheatmiser
2019-07-13 07:49 pm UTC (link)
It's not easy. The darkness is so intoxicating and almost like a drug every time I use it. One of my sisters refuses to use magic because of it but I can't do that. It's apart of me and I accept that, darkness and all.

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[info]fulfilldestiny
2019-07-13 07:50 pm UTC (link)
And you have balance?

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[info]mrheatmiser
2019-07-13 07:51 pm UTC (link)
I try to.

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[info]fulfilldestiny
2019-07-13 07:57 pm UTC (link)
Does it succeed?

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[info]mrheatmiser
2019-07-13 08:43 pm UTC (link)
Mostly.

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[info]fulfilldestiny
2019-07-14 11:32 am UTC (link)
Oh.

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[info]goldenglider
2019-07-14 02:04 am UTC (link)
Sounds like you need to work out who you are without your family attached.

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[info]fulfilldestiny
2019-07-14 11:32 am UTC (link)
Not likely.

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[info]goldenglider
2019-07-17 03:42 pm UTC (link)
Why is that?

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[info]fulfilldestiny
2019-07-17 06:48 pm UTC (link)
Because all anyone seems to care about is legacy

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[info]goldenglider
2019-07-21 02:26 am UTC (link)
Making a name yourself or the family?

Cause my family just cares about getting paid.

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[info]fulfilldestiny
2019-07-21 06:41 pm UTC (link)
The family I'm from think themselves noble defenders of freedom

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[info]goldenglider
2019-07-29 03:21 pm UTC (link)
How boring.

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[info]fulfilldestiny
2019-07-29 03:57 pm UTC (link)
Yes

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