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Natasha Romanoff is wiping off her ledger (wipingoffledger) wrote in freedomtownic,
@ 2019-07-06 21:54:00

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!thread, bucky barnes (putonice), ~brown recluse (lilbrownspyder)

Brown Recluse.
I heard of the news you were given.

Are you ready to talk about it?

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	lilbrownspyder 2019-07-07 01:59 am UTC (link)
	I guess? I mean, if you want? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	wipingoffledger 2019-07-07 02:00 am UTC (link)
	Bucky and I are both ready to have a conversation with you. Why don't you come over and we can talk? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lilbrownspyder 2019-07-09 02:32 pm UTC (link)
	Okay. Come where? Now? Should I... Will I need to bring anything? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wipingoffledger 2019-07-09 02:50 pm UTC (link)
	We can do it now and no, no need to bring anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lilbrownspyder 2019-07-09 03:40 pm UTC (link)
	Where should I come? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wipingoffledger 2019-07-09 03:41 pm UTC (link)
	My place. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lilbrownspyder 2019-07-09 03:56 pm UTC (link)
	Where is that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wipingoffledger 2019-07-09 04:33 pm UTC (link)
	[Address] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lilbrownspyder 2019-07-10 12:36 am UTC (link)
	[It takes Recluse longer to arrive at Natasha’s than it had to get to Wakanda. She insisted on going alone. This is something she needs to deal with on her own. Finally, she knocks on the door.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

wipingoffledger
2019-07-10 09:03 pm UTC (link)

Bucky had arrived first which gave him and Nat a chance to talk before Recluse arrived, they were just trying to understand how any of this happened...but honestly it's not a shock, Red Room liked to fuck people over all the time.

When she heard the knock, she got out of the chair and moved to get the door, "Hey," she greeted the younger woman as she open the door, "come in."

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	putonice 2019-07-11 12:32 am UTC (link)
	Bucky thought it was better to get there before Recluse could. That way he had a chance to talk to Natasha in person. He wasn't there too long before there was a knock at the door. He straightened up as he watched Natasha move to answer it. He stood quietly as the door opened and the girl came into view. It was much different seeing her now than any time before. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

lilbrownspyder
2019-07-11 04:19 am UTC (link)

Recluse stepped in enough that Natasha could close the door but didn’t take any initiative beyond that. This was all too new. She barely understood what it meant. Hydra never equipped her for something like this.

“Privyet,” she said, defaulting to her native Russian. She needed something familiar. For all she knew, they just wanted her to come so they could find out how Hydra made her and then send her on her way. They didn’t have to want her.

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	wipingoffledger 2019-07-11 05:29 pm UTC (link)
	Unsure if Bucky knew Russian, she decided to just speak in English, "please, come sit," she told her as she moved to go back to the chair, "Bucky and I might have a few idea on how this happened, but to be sure, we need to know a few things from you." "For starters," she moved her hand in her lap, "where were you born?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

putonice
2019-07-11 06:54 pm UTC (link)

Bucky spoke a few languages, Russian being one of them but he did prefer to speak in English. "Hi," he greeted Recluse then took a moment before saying anything else.

He wanted to speak up and ask how she was doing with all this. Of course Natasha jumped right into the questions. A small smirk flashed on the soldier's face as he looked toward the red head. It lasted there for barely a second and his attention was back to the girl in front of them. He didn't want to throw too much at her so he waited for her to answer. Unlike Natasha he remained standing and kept a little distance from them both.

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	lilbrownspyder 2019-07-11 08:27 pm UTC (link)
	“I wasn’t born,” Recluse explained slowly. “They made me in a lab. In Russia.” She crossed her arms against her chest. With most people, you might say they were hugging themselves but that was a foreign concept with this teenager. Still, it was clear she felt too uncomfortable to be able to hide it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

wipingoffledger
2019-07-11 08:34 pm UTC (link)

Natasha looked at Bucky and than to the younger woman, "We are not here to judge you or make you think that you not important to us." She leaned back in the couch, "I came from The Red Room, is that where you are from as well?" she asked.

"I know it's a lot to take in, but that place made sure I wasn't able to produce any children, it was part of U.S.S.R's program."

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putonice
2019-07-12 12:06 am UTC (link)

Recluse's response led him to believe that Natasha was in the right track when the spoke on the network. Of course it was. They weren't even people to Hydra, they belonged to them. That meant every part of them. The anger sat inside him but he didn't let it show. "And that's all that they told you?" He just wanted to be sure of what she knew of how she came to be.

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	lilbrownspyder 2019-07-12 04:42 am UTC (link)
	The teenager nodded. “That’s all they said,” she confirmed. “No, I don’t know anything about the Red Room. My handlers never spoke about it. Hydra made me.” (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

wipingoffledger
2019-07-13 06:50 am UTC (link)

"Hydra " Nat mutters and shake her head at just the world. "You have been working with us and been Hydra?" Nat stood up and started to pace, she wasn't made at the teen, she was made at fucking Hydra.

"Do you know Hyrda has always tried to kill millions, they worm their way into SHIELD and killed good people so they can try to take over the world," Nat has been through so much, lost too many, not to mention when she was sent home, she killed herself to save the world, but no one knew that yet.

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putonice
2019-07-15 03:16 am UTC (link)

"Hydra isn't here Natasha," Bucky said as he looked towards the red headed woman. "She couldn't have been working for both while being here." As far as he knew Hydra wasn't on Galador. He hadn't heard anything about it and he kept his ear to the ground about it.

It wasn't like Recluse was the first to be in the grip of Hydra. He had been their instrument for decades. "It's okay," he was saying it to them both but his attention was on Natasha right now.

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	lilbrownspyder 2019-07-15 04:58 am UTC (link)
	Recluse took a step away from Natasha, backwards toward the door. “It’s not like that,” she insisted. “Not anymore. If they were here, I don’t think I’d go back.” She crossed her arms in front of her chest. “They lied, right?” (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

wipingoffledger
2019-07-15 03:21 pm UTC (link)

Nat stopped to Buckys words, than looked at the young woman, "all they do is lie, they are about power, anyone else be damn." Her hand touched her upper chest, "myself and" her hand gestured to Bucky, "both have been operatives and used by them."

She went to sit down again, "Steve helped Bucky escape them with friends and Clint talked me into swinging to the good side."

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	putonice 2019-07-16 07:43 pm UTC (link)
	"Yes, they lied," Bucky said softly as he watched the girl back away from them. "It's what they do." He wasn't going to use any specifics about it. He was sure known of them wanted to talk about that. "And the gem helped you escape." It wasn't easy to get away from Hydra. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

lilbrownspyder
2019-07-17 07:07 pm UTC (link)

The teen relaxed a little bit. Only a little. “They said it was about peace,” she explained. “That we were bringing about world peace and then everyone would be safe. But they also said I was an asset not a person because I don’t have a family.”

She didn’t bother pointing out that that last was blatantly not true. Apparently she did have some kind of family, even though Hydra made her in a lab. Maybe she had actually been born somehow. She had no way to find out without access to her file.

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wipingoffledger
2019-07-17 07:12 pm UTC (link)

"Clearly that's a lie," Nat replied, " you have family and there's a lot of people in our family, if you want us," she knew she was talking for Bucky but she knew he would inject if she misspoke. "We are not perfect, but....we are here and I'm willing to be there for you."

She sighed, rubbed her face, than looked at the young lady, "Brown Recluse is your code name, like mine is Black Widow, did they ever...name you?"

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putonice
2019-07-20 09:26 pm UTC (link)

"Yeah, we're here for you," Bucky said as he agreed with Natasha. She was his daughter, theirs. There was no way that he'd not want to be there for her. He already knew it wasn't going to be easy. Recluse was a teenager and everything that's happened in their lives. That didn't change that they were family.

He wondered about her name too. He wasn't sure about calling her about the code name unless she preferred that.

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	lilbrownspyder 2019-07-21 03:51 am UTC (link)
	She shook her head. “No, real names are for people,” she said, almost sadly but with a conflicting hint of pride. It was a confusing subject for her. She really wasn’t sure what to think about any of it. “But since you want to be... I’d like that. To be family. Or to try.” She bit her lip. “I might not be good at it. I wasn’t trained for that.” (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wipingoffledger 2019-07-21 03:54 am UTC (link)
	"Nor was I, but I got them now and do anything in the for them," Natasha said softly, she shook her head, "you need a name, because you are a person, you are someone, not what they claim you to be." "Question is, do you want a name"? she asked her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	putonice 2019-07-21 04:11 am UTC (link)
	"She's right, you are a person," Bucky felt like it needed to be repeated. He knew how it felt to be treated by Hydra. Not as a person but a weapon. It wasn't something he'd want for his child but he didn't get a say in that. Neither of them had gotten a say in that. "Have you ever given it any thought?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lilbrownspyder 2019-07-21 07:36 pm UTC (link)
	“People asked at training,” Recluse said. “I didn’t think about it before that.” She hesitated. “I think I’d like one but... I don’t know what. I guess it doesn’t really matter though. Most people are given their names, right?” (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wipingoffledger 2019-07-22 02:14 pm UTC (link)
	She had a point, people are given names, she looked over to Bucky, offer a smile, "you want first name or middle?" They were her parents, they should name her, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

putonice
2019-07-25 05:28 am UTC (link)

Recluse had a point there. People got their names from their parents unless they had them legally changed later. And they were her parents so it seemed like it was up to the two of them. "I'll take the first name," He wasn't sure how they would decide. Usually it was discussed before the child was a teenager and not standing right in front of them. "What do you think of Winnifred, after my mother?" He was asking both of them. It was an old fashioned name so he could tell what they would think of it.

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	lilbrownspyder 2019-07-25 08:02 am UTC (link)
	“Winnifred,” she said, just trying it out. It wasn’t a name she really remembered hearing before. She certainly didn’t have any connections to it. She was fairly sure no one else had called her that before, even for a mission, which was very good. “What was she like?” (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wipingoffledger 2019-07-29 03:16 pm UTC (link)
	Natasha couldn't answer that question, so she leaned back in the chair, thinking of a middle name as the pair spoke. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

putonice
2019-07-30 02:36 am UTC (link)

It had been a long time since Bucky had uttered that name. It still meant a great deal to him. That didn't mean she had to like it but it sounded nice to hear her repeat it. "She was kind," he said softly. "She died when I was young." Leaving him and his siblings to be raised by their father but he didn't really know her too well. Just the little that he remembered that he could say that she was kind.

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