ben 👑 (beastieboyben) wrote in freedomtownic, @ 2019-04-10 21:29:00 |
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Entry tags: | ~ben florian (beastieboyben), ~mal (choosesgood) |
Mal, I hope sending you this note is okay. Evie filled me in on what happened when I was here before. Which is so uncomfortable and strange for me to think about- so I can only imagine what it must be feeling like for you. I wish I could understand why that version of Ben acted the way he did. If I could make sense of that, maybe it would make some of this easier. What I do understand, though, is that you're hurting right now. Because of me. I would do anything to fix that for you if I could. But I know this is something you need to process on your own. So really, this note is just to say that I love you more than anyone, and I will wait as long as you need me to. And I hope with all my heart that one day I'll be able to earn your trust back again. Yours, Ben |