Angela Odinsdottir (angelic_anomaly) wrote in freedomtownic, @ 2015-07-28 08:01:00 |
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Entry tags: | !thread, angela (angelic_anomaly), cosima niehaus (cosima_niehaus) |
Who: Angela and Cosima
Where: Angela's Apartment
When: Saturday, July 4th
What: Giving in to mutual feelings
Rating: High for a spot of sexytimes.
Since she and Angela were still on good terms, after working at the hospital for the majority of the day Cosima made her way over to the goddesses apartment and knocked on the front door. Again, she was leaving it up to chance as to whether or not Angela was actually there, but she couldn't seem to stay away from her for long. "Angelaaaa. It's Cosima."
With almost adorable speed, Angela opened the door, even her normally stoic face unable to completely suppress the smile that hearing Cosima's voice brought on. She looked (comically enough) as though she were just.... lounging around in her armor. Sigh. "Welcome, my friend. Please, come in."
Well, Cosima had seen her in her armor before. Still, that didn't mean that she was quite prepared for it. "Thank you," she replied, stepping into the apartment. "I haven't interrupted anything, have I?"
"You are never interrupting me, Cosima." Angela told her, with utter sincerity in her tone. "I was merely deep in thought. What brings you by this day?"
"I just wanted to see you." She wanted to ask if that was so bad, but kept her mouth shut. Maybe it was. "How have you been?"
"You will not hear me complaining about that." Angela said, trying to joke(!) a little. "I've been alright. Dealing with a lot of emotions, which admittedly I am not used to."
Cosima paused and digested that. "Is that something that you'd like to talk about?" She'd understand if it wasn't, but she cared about Angela and would do whatever it took to make her feel comfortable.
"I don't wish to do or say anything that could damage the friendship you and I have built." Angela said, her actually somewhat gentle way of saying 'no'. "There is nothing I am feeling right now that can lead to anything good."
"Now how could you possibly know that without even trying?" Cosima asked. She suspected she was opening up a whole bag of worms, but didn't want Angela to bottle up her feelings either.
"I don't think I'm... properly equipped for the kind of emotions mortals feel. I just don't. I've had reactions recently that I don't understand. I miss Shepard. That causes me pain I wasn't really... prepared to feel at all. And now I find myself thinking about you. All the time. Even when I try not to." Angela tried to explain, unsure of how to word the intense feelings she was starting to have for Cosima.
"It's important that you allow yourself to feel those things, even if they confuse you or cause you pain." Cosima said to her, moving over to sit down on the sofa. "The last thing you should do is bottle those feelings up."
"Cosima... you have someone you are loyal to. And yes, I respect that. But..." Angela sighed there, in utter frustration, something she rarely showed. "But if I do not 'bottle things up' as you say, I will end up telling you of the longing and love in my heart that I am beginning to feel for you. And that would do neither of us any favors."
Cosima's eyebrows shot up. Well... that was unexpected. "Talking and acting on it are two different things," she pointed out, tone soft, as if she could sense the pain Angela was in.
"Yes. But I am a being of action and reaction. When I want something, I take it. And it's getting harder and harder to not just... try to make you mine." The redhead told her, that voice steady and almost emotionless. "The only thing holding me back is the fear of you rejecting me the way Shepard did."
"And I don't want to do that to you. I don't want for you to--" Cosima stopped and took a breath, then surprised herself by laughing. "See, now where you're a being of action I just tend to overthink things and make an ass out of myself."
"Then don't overthink. Just act." Angela told her, suddenly moving forward to press Cosima's back against the wall, her lips finding the other woman's for a deep, passionate, ROUGH kiss. This would likely lead to nothing, and she knew it... but she had to know what kissing this woman felt like.
Cosima let out a muffled sound of surprise, unsure what to do with her hands. She debated it for what seemed like an agonizingly long time but in actuality was only a few seconds, and rather than pushing Angela away, she pulled her closer, wrapping her arms around her as she kissed her back.
Reaching down, Angela cupped a hand beneath on of Cosima's thighs and brought it up, to curl that leg around her waist, moaning deeply into the kiss. She's wanted this for so long now... there was no stopping her.
Cosima let out a small rumbling growl and cupped her hands to either side of Angela's neck, drawing the kiss out until she finally needed to catch her breath, and even then she reluctantly pulled away. "Wow. You're a good kisser," she said with a breathy laugh.
"Wait until you see how well I do other things..." Angela told her, a low, animal growl to her tone there, a hand sliding between the woman's thighs to rub at her teasingly.
Cosima let out a wavering groan and thunked her head back against the wall, eyelids fluttering. "I'm not Shepard. I don't want to... do what she did to you."
"Then don't." Angela told her, rather bluntly. "Be mine. Allow me to care for you, to protect you... and to make you feel things you've never even imagined." She said, making sure to give Cosima's sex a rough squeeze through her clothing to emphasize the word 'imagined'.
Cosima gasped, but tried to keep a level head. Or as much as one as she could for how turned on she was. "Just like that?" She asked softly, catching Angela's gaze.
"Just like that." Angela told her, that hand squeezing her over and over. "I promise you... I can satisfy you more than any mortal ever could.... and I will love and protect you more fiercely than you ever thought possible..."
"I don't want you to think that I'm basing my decision on what you're doing (which... WOW, by the way) or that I enter into it lightly or without thought of--yes, please. Especially the middle part." Sex was on thing, but a relationship bases solely on sex she just couldn't do. She needed love.
"You will ALWAYS have my love and devotion, Cosima. I do not give or take it away easily." Angela said rather bluntly, never one to mince words. "And now... I believe I would like to show you what it feels like to make love to an Asgardian..."
Cosima let out a little growling sound and pressed her lips against Angela's this time, keeping the kiss soft and sweet. "What a wonderful idea."
Lifting the woman's body into her arms, Angela walked over to a large, clear space in the living room, laying Cosima down on the thick, soft carpeting. "I would advise undressing now. I suspect you like your clothing, and there will not be much left if them if I undress you."
Cosima raised her eyebrows, as if to ask "really?" but this was Angela. Of course she was serious. She sat up and pulled her shirt over her head, quick to toss it aside, revealing a taut stomach and a bra that hid her firm breasts. "I'm not sure that I'd mind," she decided, making grabby hands.
Angela let a low, primal growl slip from her at the sight of that body. She needed to see more. To FEEL more. Quickly unfastening her armor,the goddess grinned as it hit the floor with a loud clank, as she now stood fully nude before the woman, other than the boots she'd had as part of that armor. Sliding down to the carpet with a happy little sigh, she made absolutely no effort to tear the bra like thin paper right off of Cosima's body, her lips quickly capturing a nipple, biting and suckling desperately at it.
It was one thing to see her in her armor and another to see her nude body, to feel it pressed up against her. "You're... not expecting your roommate home anytime soon?" Cosima asked, moaning as she felt Angela's lips and teeth go to work on her.
"Not until very late tonight..." Angela whispered into Cosima's ear, tongue flicking against her earlobe teasingly as she spoke. "And by then we will be in my bedroom. And you will be far too exhausted to be making any noise."
"Oh really now?" Cosima chuckled huskily, tilting her head to one side to capture Angela's lips again, hooking one jean-clad leg around her waist to draw her closer.
Angela looked at her with a mix of flirtation and... almost frightening honesty. "By the time I am done with you... you will likely need my help just to get out of BED." Holy. Fucking. Shit. She was serious. "Now let's get those pants off of you, so I can see my prize..."
"Your prize," Cosima repeated, smiling as she reached between them to work on her pants. "You know that I'd stay even without the sex, right?"
"That... is good to know." Angela told her, being entirely sincere. "That merely means the sex is going to be even MORE intense now..." Heh. At least she didn't hold anything back, right? Getting up just enough to be kneeling, the redhead quickly helped Cosima finish unfastening her jeans, before deftly pulling them right off of her, chucking them across the room, not caring where they'd land. "You smell divine, my dear...."
Cosima lifted her hips and helped with the jeans, wiggling her legs to kick them off. She laughed and blushed. "Well, I can't help it that you turn me on so much," she purred. She sat up and leaned over to nip at Angela's neck. She knew that there was a discussion to be had here, but it could wait until later.
Angela gave a happy little hum at the attention lavished upon her in that moment, before reaching down to grab at the panties Cosima wore... and literally ripping them right off of her body, a hand immediately sliding between the woman's thighs, two fingers deftly slipping inside her. "You are mine..."
Cosima gasped. "I am," she murmured in agreement. She tangled her hand in Angela's hair and pulled her in for another kiss, as if feeding on the energy Angela's was giving off, her passion and aggression.
Angela curled her fingers almost roughly inside Cosima, a happy purr coming from her as they kissed again. This had been slowly burning for a while... it was only a matter of time before it exploded. "You're exquisite... absolutely beautiful..."
Cosima let out a fluttering of a moan, her words lost to her for a moment. She slid her hand between Angela's thighs, rubbing the pads of her fingers over her pleasure center before doing the same and sliding her fingers deep inside the other woman. "I can't... even find the words..." she mumbled, lost to her own pleasure.
Angela let out a happy, surprised squeak when she felt Cosima's digits enter her. Perhaps the woman wasn't as entirely submissive sexually as she'd suspected! She picked up the speed of her own fingers, expertly curling them in just the right spot repeatedly, grinning to herself at how amazing this felt.
Well now, that was a sound that Cosima wanted to hear again. Grinning, she curled her fingers inside the other woman, hitting just the right spot inside her to make her toes curl. Her breath was already coming in heavier, her cheeks were flushed, and god help her she just couldn't stop smiling. She leaned over to kiss any bare skin of Angela's that she could reach. "My Goddess..."
"Yes. YOUR goddess..." She repeated, entering the other woman to the knuckles, slowly spreading her fingers apart, then sliding them in and out. "Only yours..."
Cosima moaned. "All mine..." She agreed, a dreamy tone to her voice. She couldn't believe that they were doing this. It just felt so surreal. Okay, and amazing. Panting heavily, all the more closer to orgasm, she leaned against Angela's body, burying her face in her neck and kissing her bare skin, as she slid her own fingers in and out of Angela's moist lower lips, thumb moving to rub harshly over her clit.
A big part of Angela wanted to be an absolute animal here. To show Cosima how exhausting sex with a goddess could BE. But the part of her that was already developing deep feelings for the woman held her back. She wanted their first time together to be more about tenderness, about real affection, than about animal instinct. She felt that she had made that mistake with Shepard, and she couldn't bear to repeat the mistakes she felt she'd made there. She still felt,. deep down, that she'd done SOMETHING to make Shepard abandon her, and she wouldn't do anything to put herself in that position with Cosima.
Cosima was an attentive enough lover to see that Angela's mind had wandered there, no matter how briefly. She frowned lightly and stopped what she was doing, leaning over to lift Angela's chin with the tip of her nose. "Where are you right now?"
"Right here." Angela told her, with complete honesty. "Just... trying to not make the same mistakes I made in the past." She leaned in, kissing the woman's lips with a tenderness even SHE didn't realize she possessed. "You're far too precious to me. I don't want to scare you off."
Cosima's eyes flicked over Angela's face, as if trying to determine if that was all that it was. "I'm not her," she reminded Angela, "and I don't scare easily."
That really was all it was. If there was a part of Angela that still missed being with Jane... that part melted away the moment her lips touched Cosima's. Now her only worries were losing this woman the same way she lost Shepard. "You are utterly beautiful, in every way. I vow to you to always make you feel that way."
"I don't doubt that for a second." Cosima brushed her free hand over Angela's hair soothingly, then placed small, tender kisses along her neck to her lips. "Let me take you to bed so I can show you how wonderful I think you are."
"Probably a good idea." Angela replied with a laugh(!), kissing the underside of Cosima's jaw. "If we were to lose track of time... I wouldn't want poor Aurora to walk in on us..."
"Oh, I dunno. I think she could stand to learn a thing or two," Cosima replied with a cheeky smile. She stood (on admittedly wobbly legs) and helped Angela up as well. She cupped her cheeks and looked into her eyes. "I know that there's a serious conversation that we need to have here, and I do feel like we should, or I should--" She stopped herself and nibbled on her bottom lip. "I care about you, Angela. Very deeply. And for right now? I'm gonna show you how much."
"I am more a woman of action than of words. All I need to know is that you will as loyal to me as I will be to you." Her typical way of asking if she'd leave her if HER significant other came a'knocking... "Believe it or not... there *is* a lot of love in me. I just choose to be very careful of who I offer it to."
Cosima took a step closer to Angela, pressing her bare body against the other woman's. She pressed up onto her toes and kissed her heatedly for a long moment. "I'm yours. ...Just in case that wasn't clear."
"And I am yours." Angela told her, an obvious weight to those words far deeper and more profound than when most would use them. "Now... I believe you mentioned something about the bedroom?" She continued, with a teasing smirk.
"I did," Cosima purred. She took hold of one of Angela's hands and tugged on it. "Now which one's yours?"
Angela gave a sheepish grin as she pointed toward the two bedrooms. Only one had the head of an Asgardian wolf displayed proudly on it. "....that one."
Now that wasn't surprising in the least. Cosima laughed and tugged on Angela's hand, leading the way. "Now that's a story you're going to have to tell me later."
"Yes." Angela said, giving an intense, wanting gaze. "Much, MUCH later."