Well, back home, I somehow managed to be the queen of awkwardness, in spite of having two hilariously open and supportive mothers.
And I was kinda trying to be flirty with you, and I was afraid I was being weird and scared you away.
I've never been on a real date, never even kissed someone, and if we're being honest, I've only even really flirted with one person before coming here.
So now, I'm here, all alone in a new world, and I'm trying to put myself out there but I've only managed to attempt to flirt with two people, and frankly I don't think I've done a very good job with either.
And now, clearly I'm rambling, which apparently I can manage to do even in texts, and I'm frustrated which makes me even MORE unable to shut up.