Who: Cassie and Miho When: Monday evening Where: The hospital What: Cassie and Miho just talking and getting to know each other. Status/Rating: Incomplete/PG-13ish Warnings: None
Cassie was looking at herself in the mirror. She was wearing a stocking cap on her head because she had officially gone bald. She did buy some wigs that she would wear when she was able to actually move around outside. She hated others seeing her the way that she was at this moment. Feeling nauseous again, she went to the bathroom and puked her guts out. Maybe it was the nerves, tomorrow was her big surgery, right before Thanksgiving, this was just what she wanted. To be in pain and not getting to enjoy delicious turkey dinner because it would probably make her sick.
Beginning to talk to herself after she rinsed out her mouth, she sighed. "You will be fine, the surgery will go well, you will go back into remission, your hair will grow back and you will go back to being a sexy motherfucker." She then had to laugh at herself in the mirror as tears was rolling down her face. It was time to step away from the mirror and go back to laying in bed and do absolutely nothing. She wasn't feeling the greatest after her chemo session, and she just wanted to be left alone for a bit. She could barely keep her dinner down, and she was losing weight, this wasn't so great.
So going back and sitting in her bed with her sweater on, she put her blankets over herself and turned on the TV. There had to be a good movie on or something for her to watch. She finally settled on some dumb cartoon. Laying there, she just snuggled and let the TV be background noise.