Lita
It could have mattered. Just everything got so fucking screwed up and my head just got all boggled and then when I told Kat how I felt AND I told her something that my own mother doesn't even know about, not even my brother Gus because it was something that I had to get out and I told Kat and now look at all of that.
You don't have to be sorry, I just....I just need some space to grow and to finally be in a place of peace of mind without having to worry who likes me and who doesn't. Who's playing me and who's being sincere.
Maybe when I've got to experience some stuff, we can reevaluate this and maybe become friends again. I'm not doing this to punish you or anyone else. But, when I was alone on the beach before I died....a part of me wanted to die, because of all the hurt that I felt and how lonely I was feeling. Maybe that is why I followed the sirens call, because I wanted it all to end.