I’m tired of being people’s side piece of ass. Flirting with me, getting with me, saying they are going to take care of me while I was sick. And then I get ignored or sent to the back burner because they end up with different people. I’m just tired of it, I’m nobody’s side chick, especially with other girls. I mean I keep getting friend zoned and I’m not used to that. So I’m swearing off sex and I want to focus on hanging out with my family and hopefully meeting a girl that will treat me like a decent human being instead of a piece of meat that they can chew and spit out.