DEREK.
No. Death is something that no one is supposed to be able to control. I can. I can change death. I can stop it. I've had the opportunity to do it before, and I didn't. It was right there in front of me and I could have stopped it and I didn't. Death is a thing that other people can't control, Derek. Death is something that I've allowed.
Just because we try to be good people doesn't mean we are. Hopefully here, I'll be able to stop it. I haven't done that yet, though. Not when it counted. You might want to place your respect elsewhere.