It's just the same shit on a different day. I'm used to it. I've been doing it for years and it's a thankless job.
I didn't go right away because it seemed like Alpha and Bravo were the groups that went out and I didn't really see any point in having a suit made on the off chance of another breach. Why waste the resources for nothing?
Honestly? I'm bored out of my goddamned mind in here. I can't stand the sitting around, I really can't, and walking back and forth in front of a fucking wall that's supposed to be secured for nine to ten hours a day is mind-numbing. I'd rather be made useful, hell, I'll be be a damn farmer, because at least then I'd be contributing something tangible. But that's not my call and I don't have any interest in making waves. My sister would beat me senseless if she thought I was sticking around taking up space on her account, she can take care of herself.
Then we're probably just both really freaking bad.