Yeah, well, people and situations involving people has never really been my forte. At least on a more personal level.
I had a dog - here - for a while -you would have liked him - You shouldn't be ashamed to want things, Natasha. Even things that go against what you know and stand for. It's normal to want things that you can't have. Our lives are insane, it's one narrowly avoided disaster to the next and I understand why you'd start to think of a life outside of that.
No, back home. Before we defeated Ultron. There was this - distance between us. I watched you getting closer to Bruce and I didn't know how to handle it, so I handled it badly. I pulled away and that wasn't fair and I'm sorry. I've wanted to tell you that for a while.