He nodded, "I know - he told me that. But it's the feeling of not having control in the moment, of trusting him enough that I can put myself in the mindset that I won't have to stop anything. And he... he can feel, you know. He can tap into pleasure. But I know what you mean - I do understand that."
If his eyes had gone wide at the flogger, they went huge at the stuff she pulled out next. His cheeks very nearly burned watching her go through it. He knew what it was all for, of course - it didn't take a very strong imagination to figure that out; and that was why he was currently so flustered. Yes, he knew they were going to get to that point eventually, he just... well, he'd never thought about the idea of toys before.
Curiously, he wandered over to where she was placing them on the bed, reaching out and cautiously touching the packages as he looked. "I uhm... why am I surprised you just have this stuff sitting around, unopened?"