Adonis weighed College's promise in his mind as he sniffled, as he turned his head just slightly toward the hand in his hair. Never 'do it' again, not never 'see' him again. Adonis had felt what had happened Wednesday night, Nihilism had taken College's ability to care about Adonis just be being around him. "You'll never even see him again?" He asked shakily, as if everything hinged on that one question; their love, their bond, the fact that they belonged to each other. "Because- he-" Adonis looked down, reaching up to touch the back of the hand that was cradling his cheek, the touch light, fleeting. "Because I just want you to be mine. I thought you were mine." And more tears fell, Adonis reaching up to wipe them away hastily and bit his lip, his mind already working toward his next threat if College wouldn't promise.