"Fucked. I'm sorry." College said, and he really did mean it. He pushed himself up on one elbow and looked up at Adonis with fear on his face. Of course he hadn't been thinking about the consequences of his actions when he had been sleeping with Nihilism, all that apathy wasn't exactly good for considering the very real possibility that Adonis might leave him. But - but he couldn't do that, right? "Please don't cry - please don't leave me-"