Gary sighs. Even with the feeding tubes and sternly administered hospital diet plan, he's bone-thin, with the freezing cold hands and feet of protein deficiency. He doesn't want to eat, he wants to go home and hide again, in the room corner where the change of the world doesn't exist, but he struggles for a moment inwardly and does, for once, the responsible thing (Mordred's been unhappy through all of this, he can see that, he isn't completely wrapped up in himself, and his sudden objective is to alleviate a little of the worry, because that's in his power--responsible, responsible, even though he wants to be invisible (dead)).