"I know, but no one, besides a select few people, even KNOW what I do. They have no idea.." She trailed off, not really sure if what she was feeling was sadness or her just coming to realizations.
"It just sucks." She gave a smile but she knew he wasn't convinced. "Sometimes I would give anything to be able to have what girls at my school have. For just one day, I would love to be able to forget all of this and just go to the mall with my friends, spend an entire day doing absolutely nothing at all.." She looked down, lost in her own thoughts for a second or two.
Buffy knew his eyes were still placed on her and she felt her face slowly getting that heating sensation which meant that her cheeks were most likely turning a very noticeable shade of pink.