remus lupin is not a pawn (atamewerewolf) wrote in flippedrpg, @ 2012-06-19 23:27:00 |
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Entry tags: | ch: can: sirius black, ch: knap: remus lupin, p: emmy, p: kristy |
Who: Siriuscan & Remusknap
What: After Remus and Ginny's disagreement, Remus pretty much only wants to see Sirius.
When: Monday
Where: The Library
Warnings: Snogging. I'll update this as needed, if needed.
Remus had been pretty damn finished with the journals by the time he got Sirius' answer. He didn't want to talk over the journals. Hell, he didn't even really want to talk. He knew he was being irrational, but he felt as though he had been doing the best for Harry by just giving up and giving the damn red head what she wanted. Of course, that hadn't been the solution in the end, and he did end up getting to see his son. But his emotions had been summoned not by Ginny but by his own mind. He gave in, he caved, and he thought of the notion of not being there when Harry was hurt to make sure he was okay for his own mind.
He had allowed himself to think of letting go of his son. Of him growing up and not needing him.
Perhaps it was the uncertainty of it all in the compound, but it had brought forth emotions, primarily in anxiety. He wasn't ready for Harry to not need him. He wasn't ready at all. And though it had made him feel pitiful, he had been very glad when Harry demanded to see him and he allowed it to be so. Once that was done and over, he had moved to the library though. He'd speak with James soon, but for now, he just wanted a distraction. He wanted Sirius.
Stepping into the library, Remus made his way straight to Sirius. The emotions were on Remus' face but he didn't care. A hand reached out, as he came in close to bridge the gap, and slipped up into the man's hair as he pressed his lips to his.