Who: Sirillaswap & Remusdiv What: random meeting; hopefully soothing some hurt feels When: Wednesday, late afternoon Where: on the beach Warnings: weepiness, probs.
The thing about talking about all her feelings was that it brought them all to the surface and made Sirilla realize precisely how miserable she was. She couldn't get away from the ache in her heart or the cynical misery in her mind or the deep, righteous rage, and even if each of those sentiments had started out being for at least slightly different reasons, they'd all gotten mixed up and confused into one huge mess. They made her into a land mine of different emotions, and even she didn't even know exactly where all the triggers were. Today, she just felt sad and emotionally exhausted.
She couldn't seem to get rid of the desire to mope, so she decided to indulge it for a little bit. She found a spot to sit on the beach to watch the sun go down, curling her knees into her chest and wrapping her arms around them. She rested her chin on her knees and stared out at the water, waiting for the ache inside her to subside at least a little bit.
Time passed; she couldn't tell how much of it, but she became slowly aware of someone approaching. It was a boy-Moony, and the sight of him made her heart ache, but not quite painfully enough to rouse her temper, which was currently slumbering deep beneath her grief. She met his eyes briefly, then looked away, down at the sand in front of her. Quietly, she said, "Hey."