Remus Lupin has an incurable smile on his face (messrmoony) wrote in flippedrpg, @ 2012-04-08 22:39:00 |
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Entry tags: | ch: 1war: remus lupin, ch: can: nymphadora tonks, p: amy aliana, p: mich |
Who: canon!Tonks & 1war!Remus
When: After this conversation, and this thread
Where: Library
What: Meeting to talk about all the things
Rating/Status: PG-ish; commence mental breakdown of one Remus J Lupin / Incomplete
It's like a tidal wave that rose to take the stars
A hurricane that wrapped around my heart
There was only so much a person could handle, and Remus Lupin may have just found his breaking point. Normally he was rather calm and collected, the epitome of serenity [with a touch of neuroticism]. However, the events of that day, after a culmination of things that he watched happening from the sidelines, were enough to push him just to the edge of a very fragile state of sanity. There was only so much.
Remus had found his way to the library is something of a daze. How he managed to navigate through the clouds in front of his vision was a small miracle, but he did eventually find himself at the entrance of the library, where he found the nearest set of chairs and just about melted. Could he really handle the conversation that he dreaded having? If nothing else, he thought that perhaps he wasn't the one that this Nymphadora Tonks was looking for. It was a small comfort that kept him whole.
But then what of any other version of himself? Is this was the other world's Remus had meant, what he fought for? A boy that he knew as his son. It was so much to wrap his head around. He hadn't come face-to-face with this concept until today, when it was forced upon him by everything else that was happening. He needed to deal with it and overcome, or surrender to the madness. Something needed to give.