peter pettigrew (rattingdidnt) wrote in flippedrpg, @ 2012-10-31 19:26:00 |
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Entry tags: | ch: squib: dean pettigrew, ch: squib: peter pettigrew, p: annalisa, p: kaitlin |
Who: Dean & Peter (baby world)
What: awkward discussion times.
When: Wednesday afternoon
Where: Dean's room
Warnings: TBD
It had been one thing to talk to Juni about what was going on in his life here, because she had been here almost as long as Peter had; he'd been able to talk to her about almost every step of the way. Dean had shown up after Peter had already taken the big, final step of taking off his ring and deciding to move on, which was more difficult. And even more awkwardly, the Halloween experiment where they'd turned into their costumes had made Peter move on even faster than he'd really intended. He wasn't really complaining about that, but he'd have liked to have been the one who actually initiated it. As himself, not as his rockstar persona.
At the least, he'd have liked to have had the presence of mind to ward it all private. But he hadn't been Peter; he'd had no comprehension of the fact that he shouldn't be flirting publicly, because as a rockstar he was fully comfortable with having a public persona. He didn't know if Dean or Juni had seen it, but at least Juni had been aware that he liked someone other than her mum. Dean... hadn't. And that was awkward.
He felt terribly nervous as he headed for Dean's room, half-wishing he could just turn around and run away. He hadn't wanted to deliver this news the first time and he was even less interested in doing it a second time. If Chris ever showed up, or if his kids left and came back, he'd have to do it all over again. Really, he should just find his courage and deal with it, but that was much more difficult than it sounded.
Shifting his weight, he stopped outside Dean's door and knocked before he could lose his nerve.