astro black (blackro) wrote in flippedrpg, @ 2012-08-10 23:12:00 |
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Entry tags: | ch: squib: astro black, ch: squib: sirius black, p: emmy, p: silyara |
Who: Astro and Siriusbaby
What: A father/daughter chariot ride
When: today
Where: OUT AND ABOUT.
Warnings: a less happy Astro then normal?
Astro wasn't necessarily accustomed to being uncertain of her emotions and feelings. Normally, she knew precisely what was upsetting her or making her excited. She typically had a firm grasp upon her own thoughts and yet, today, she had felt as though she had been run over by a truck; with no real indication as to why. Perhaps, she had thought, it was because of her own fleeting mind. Mr. Lupin, from whatever world he was, had warded all of the families of the Marauders.
And it reminded her how she was the only one of her siblings who could respond. She was representing all of the Black children, when so often she was used to just representing a Seventh. Just Astro. She missed her family. She missed her Aunts and Uncles. She missed the way Remus would get that look in his eyes when she and Eris would come tumbling into the Lupin household, as if a hurricane was about to approach. The look that would make her giggle and throw her arms around him. Or how she would prod at Branwen, always determined to get him riled up, but it taking so much effort. And Aunt Petunia's cookies. And cheering on Uncle James' league at Quidditch leagues. Or lunches in the depths of Gringotts with Bill. And her flat with the girls.
She missed all of it. Today just was more so then normal. Maybe that was what it was. Or maybe not. Merlin knew she had a few other things she was trying to not think on beside that.
Coming up towards the holding area of the Chariots, she looked towards her Father with a subdued smile. "I brought grapes," she mentioned. She didn't know why but she felt like telling him.