Hey, SamHi, SamI don't even know what I'm suppose to say to youIs there a backspace on this thi Dear Samiary, sorry that I'm not going to be the brother you expected. I cry more and I'm a bigger dick but let's be friends. Hearts and flow - My pen's fucked up.
Where are you? How ol I'll come get you and fill you in on stuff.
Sorry about being a douche and not checking this thing more often. And
Even though you're stuck in this place, it's good that you're here Sam. Yes, I just wrote that. No, the world's not ending.
[Visible to Ben]
I don't expect you read this, forget about answering it. But I figure that I at least owe you some sort of an apology. Some sort of effort. Since you
I'm sorry sounds pretty lame but I am. I'm guessing that I don't get betAm I evenWhy I can be shit about checking my laptop nevermind a journal that I stuffed in my glove compartment. But when I saw you using the name Winchester, I freaked out. You know, after the weird sorta happiness, kinda how I feel right after the Impala gets detailed and looks more stunning then ever or Sam, and wanting to vomit.
I didn't know what to say to you. I still don't. I don't know where to start and I don't know if you even want me to bother. You probably don't since it took me about two months to come around and I realy don't blame you. The thing is, and I know that I don't have the right to want it now anymore than I did then, that I want to bother. I'm sorry that it took me this long to figure it out but I do. I never stopped wanting to bother. I just figured the first time around that you weren't mine so I didn't have the right. Now, technically, you're still not mine and I
So, yeah. I'm going to start paying more attention to this thing, so if you want to talk to me, I'll see it and I'll sure as hell answer this time. If you don't. Fair enough and I'll completely respect that.
Just know that I'm here no matter what happens. Keep yourself safe, kid Ben.