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Theodore Nott ([info]nottfinished) wrote in [info]finnigans_rpg,
@ 2014-09-29 02:14:00

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Entry tags:character: ernie macmillan, character: theodore nott

Who: Ernie and Theodore
What: Sleepwalking
Where: Between Diagon Alley and Finnigan's
When: Sunday, late
Status: Closed / In progress



Theodore usually sat out of the way during Battlescars, self-conscious that his being there might trigger other people, that the consequences of the things his father had done would find a (justifiable) target on himself. Nothing had been said outright at the last meeting, no one had mentioned even his father's name, but something about what had happened left him feeling guilty and uneasy. He wasn't long out of another stay at the Janus Thickey ward, where he'd started off being worried that he'd go the same way as the intelligent rats had but had been shored up by therapy and medication and left feeling a little less desperate but equally still a little ill.

He was living on savings but still managing to pay his rent, which made his landlord's visit an awkward one. His rent was going up and there was no way that he was going to be able to afford it on his own. The room had a separate bedroom and small living area with a couch, so he figured that he'd be able to rent his bedroom out and sleep on the couch, splitting the rent and maybe being able to afford it then. He went to bed early, hoping to stop his budding headache before it got started.

The night wasn't done with him though, even if his body wanted to sleep. He roused from bed gracelessly, shuffled to the door and rebounded off the doorframe before unlocking and wandering out of it and down the stairs, managing not to fall down them which didn't sound difficult if you didn't take into account the fact that he was still asleep. He ambled out and down the road dressed in his pajamas - which were luckily jogging bottoms and a hoodie - but sadly shoeless. His feet shuffling over the pavement frayed and tore as he moved, changing his shuffling into stumbles. He seemed distressed, shivering and mumbling and looking hunted but also looking drunk, which is why the few people on the late night streets who weren't drunk themselves didn't pay him any attention.

He stumbled and tripped and landed heavily on his knees, and even that didn't wake him up. He didn't stand up again though, something in his dreams recalling a position like this and making him follow through. He crawled now, hands and knees down the street, the rough surface grating his palms and the tops of his feet and shredding through his jogging bottoms to his knees, shredding them too. He left bloody smears behind him as he crawled, crying and begging in Russian for mercy.



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[info]erniedtmac
2014-10-16 01:35 am UTC (link)
"Nonsense," Ernie said in a voice that refused argument. "Why move when you've already started sleeping in the bed?"

He rose up and pointed his wand at the sofa, watching as it folded itself out and made itself up with sheets, a blanket, and pillows. He reached onto one of the shelves to the side of the bed and drew out a set of black silk pyjamas. "If you'd like to change, feel free to borrow something from in here. There's some pyjamas and even a night shirt, if you prefer them. And if you'd rather sleep as you are, that's fine too. The bathroom is over there," he said, pointing to a door that sat to the right of the tiny mirrored alcove that served as his kitchen. "I'll go in first and change, then it's all yours."

He hoped a bit of time alone would help Theodore feel more comfortable with the arrangements. He popped into the loo to quickly make his ablutions and change into the soft pyjamas, suppressing a yawn as he did so. The long day was catching up to him, and he'd stayed up later than he'd wanted because of his visitor. He didn't regret it for a minute though. Once he was done, he opened the door and started toward the sofa. "Loo's all yours," he offered casually.

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[info]nottfinished
2014-10-18 09:13 am UTC (link)
Theo was unhappy with himself for disturbing Ernie the way he had but he couldn't argue either, not when Ernie was going to the trouble of setting up the sofa bed for himself. He was slightly appeased by the fact that it did look comfortable over there and it was made quickly and with little fuss. He nodded to Ernie's offer and watched him move to get changed, drawing out pyjamas from the shelves that Ernie had revealed and feeling bad about wearing them; something deep inside Theo felt as though Ernie wouldn't be able to wear these again after he did and that spoke to a self-esteem issue so bad that it was telling. He didn't make a fuss of it though, selecting some comfortable flannel pyjama pants and a longsleeved top that were both long on him and holding them to him as he waited for Ernie to re-emerge from the bathroom.

He rubbed his thumb over the palm of his hand and wondered what had driven Ernie to do all this for him. There was so much to that boy that Theo didn't understand and something that went deeper yet, a connection between them that fluttered in the back of his mind where he couldn't reach, where he didn't want to go to because it was back there with all the dark things that left trails behind them on nights like this after he'd been sleepwalking, after nightmares had woken him, when they'd woken him. He jumped when Ernie spoke, shaken from his reverie. "Thank you." he said with a polite smile, slipping off the bed and away into the bathroom to change and freshen up for the night. He came out some minutes later, all dressed with his clothes folded and with him, a little anxious, reminded of a failsafe that should be put in place but that he couldn't set up without his wand as he was. "Excuse me, I'm sorry, but you might need to set up a ward?" he said, embarassment foregone. "I don't want to wake you up again." he hoped that he wouldn't have to go into more detail than that.

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[info]erniedtmac
2014-10-18 04:39 pm UTC (link)
When Theodore slipped into the loo, Ernie went straight for the pulled-out sofa bed. He felt that if he'd already made himself comfortable there by the time his friend came out, then that would prevent any further arguments about who was taking the bed. As he waited, he thought of all that had happened that night - and he suddenly remembered what had brought Theodore into his path in the first place. Ernie already had some wards built into the flat, put in place by some of his Auror friends at his behest. Several of Ernie's friends suffered in various ways from the war, and it wasn't unusual to have one of them coming to visit for a night of company and comfort. He did, however, need to remember to cast the spell that activated the wards, which he did a minute or so before Theodore's exit.

"It's all right, I've got a few wards already set up and activated." He didn't specify that they were for the front and patio doors because he wanted to be woken up if something happened with Theodore during the night. "If you need another pillow or blanket, let me know, all right?"

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[info]nottfinished
2014-10-24 08:28 pm UTC (link)
Theo curled himself up in the middle of Ernie's bed looking a little bit lost and smaller than he had a right to be, holding his clothes against him and dressed in Ernie's overlarge nightclothes. He tucked his clothes away neatly and fluffed up the pillows, still feeling awkward about taking the bed even though the nest Ernie had made from his sofa looked comfortable.

"This is more than enough, really. Thank you." Theo reassured, pulling the quilt back to slip under it, cold. He curled up underneath it on his side, knees brought up, elbows tucked in the way he usually slept, chewing at his lip. "I might... you should probably do a silencing charm." he said, trying to pretend he wasn't saying this, trying to be clinical about this but struggling because honestly, how much more could he put Ernie through? "I don't know if I will but-" he gestured to the bed. "-sleeping in a strange place, I don't know, it might set off, I might have another... I talk in my sleep sometimes, I might be a bit loud." How could he tell Ernie that it was a pretty sure thing he'd have at least two or three more screaming night terrors before the morning came for them? How could you admit something like that and not be carted straight off to St Mungo's? How could you admit something like that and not be asked to leave? He didn't want to wake Ernie up though, it was bad enough that one of them be exhausted, Ernie hadn't done anything but reach a hand out to help the wrong person.

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[info]erniedtmac
2014-10-25 02:04 am UTC (link)
"It's all right, I'm a deep sleeper," Ernie replied. It was a half-truth - he did sleep deeply on occasion, but whenever he had a friend or patient in the room, he tended to be attuned to them and would wake up at simple sounds and motions. "But don't be afraid to wake me up if you need anything at all."

He stretched one last time before curling onto his side. "Did you want the light on for a bit, or can I turn it off for the night?"

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[info]nottfinished
2014-10-25 11:36 pm UTC (link)
Theo was a little anxious about sleeping without a silencing spell, half-certain that he'd be waking Ernie up in the night, even if the Healer did offer to be woken. He certainly didn't appreciate being jolted awake with the sound of screaming and didn't think he'd come across anyone yet who did. He didn't push though and settled into the bed.

"I'm okay with the light off, it doesn't bother me." he said honestly, it rarely made a difference to him. "Goodnight Ernie. Thank you for all this, really." He'd overused the phrase but he'd meant it each time and he was already trying to think of some way to make this up to his friend, the word a little glow that he tried to grip onto and pretend that it could chase the dreams that would come away.

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[info]erniedtmac
2014-10-26 12:13 am UTC (link)
At Theodore's response, Ernie spelled off the lights. He grinned into his pillow and closed his eyes, liking the sound of someone's voice nearby as he was settling into bed, even if it wasn't his usual bed.

"Night Theodore. I'll see you in the morning." He hoped his friend slept well - he deserved it after everything he'd been through.

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