Re: Seamus and Susan-and-or-Dean
In better circumstances, Seamus would have tried to call after her, to explain that he hadn't meant that! He had no problem with her staying, he just... He'd been trying to do something nice and he didn't want that nice thing to be undermined by his own (stupid, pathetic) problems. Instead, all Susan's reaction did was throw fuel on the fire already roaring through him.
"So," he said, his jaw tight. "Dennis is upset with me, Susan is cross with me. You gonna leave next?" He didn't turn to face Dean, stayed curled in on himself. Maybe he deserved to be alone. Dean probably had work to do, anyway. Tides of black doubt and bitter self-hatred lapped at the edges of him, eroding his usual sense that what he'd been doing for the last two years of his life was good - for his friends, for the magical community. Who was he kidding? He couldn't even be strong for the three people outside his family he loved most. "You can go. I'll be fine."