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Tweak says, "Wait...what's going on?!"

Seamus Finnigan (openbottle) wrote in finnigans_rpg,
@ 2015-08-27 00:14:00

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journal: battlescars, journal: seamus

Battlescars: Anonymous
Written a couple of hours after the pub closed on Wednesday night.

[Warded against Dean, Dominic, Dennis & Susan. Visible to other Battlescars members]

I never talk about how much my scars ~~ruined~~ changed my life. I can't go swimming in public, I can't sunbathe on holiday, I don't even tell people they're there. Not even at Battlescars.

My sex life is non-existing.

Even my best friend is disgusted by them. ~~He can't bear to touch me them.~~

I'm not proud of them. I can't keep pretending tell everyone else pretend scars are something -

I thought drinking would help.

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nottfinished
2015-08-27 11:53 pm UTC (link)

I'm sorry that you sustained an injury so severe, and that it seems to have scarred you in more ways than just the physical.

The shell of who you are doesn't mean anything though. It's the things your mind contains.

Maybe you should sit down and talk to your friends about that. As for what anyone else thinks about you superficially... fuck people. We went through a War, if you're surprised by someone with scars then you weren't paying attention.

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	Anonymous Reply openbottle 2015-08-28 08:26 am UTC (link)
	That isn't true. I'm not just a mind, I'm a body too and mine isn't good enough. Talk to them about what? The fact they find my body disgusting and have been lying about it for years? What good would that do? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Anonymous Reply nottfinished 2015-08-28 03:20 pm UTC (link)
	Your body doesn't make you who you are. It sustains you and works for you; it's good enough for that. It doesn't have to be good enough for anyone else. I'd prefer living without one but Yes. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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