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Seamus Finnigan ([info]openbottle) wrote in [info]finnigans_rpg,
@ 2015-03-04 14:19:00

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Entry tags:character: dean thomas, character: seamus finnigan

Who: Seamus and Dean
What: Camping out at Dean's place
Where: Dean's flat
When: Monday 2nd March, evening
Rating: NSFW - language (probably)

Seamus felt no qualms about leaving Gobstones club in Blaise’s hands - he didn't usually attend anyway, and the bar was suitably staffed. He was easily able to escape from Finnigan's at the end of his shift. First, he filled a shabby rucksack with everything he might need for spending a night away from home - pyjamas, clean socks, toothbrush, clean t-shirt, chocolate, beer. Instead of apparating straight to Dean's flat, though, he made a significant detour via the chippy in Greencastle to pick up two portions of fish and chips.

Apparating all the way to Ireland and back in the span of twenty minutes meant that Seamus's crack of apparation was louder than he'd really like - and set him stumbling a little on his arrival, having misjudged the exact position of the table. He set his hand on it to steady himself, blinking rapidly to make the world come back into focus. "Dean?" he called hopefully. He'd been avoiding the studio even more assiduously than Dean himself, because running into Ophelia would spell good things for nobody. Seamus had already had to bank his anger that Ophelia was having enough of a lasting impact in Dean's life to trigger new nightmares. She had no right! "I come bearing food," he added. If that didn't entice Dean out of hiding then Seamus would have to go looking for him.



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[info]artistdean
2015-03-04 03:37 pm UTC (link)
Dean's day had been frustrating. He'd barely slept the night before after the nightmare had woken him up before midnight with the certain knowledge he wouldn't be able to sleep again for the second night in a row. He'd run into Ophelia three different times in the various corridors of the studio to and from the kitchen and the store room and given the exact contents of his nightmare he had barely restrained himself from shouting at her like her dream-self had shouted at the whole of Diagon Alley. He'd headed home early to prevent even more tension building up in his shoulders. He'd almost headed for Susan's pool but with Seamus' promise of coming over he'd decided home was the place to be.

When the louder than usual crack of Seamus' apparition sounded through the flat he happened to be in the bathroom. He'd been debating calling for takeaway of some sort, but not knowing what time he'd turn up he hadn't bothered yet. "Coming!" he called through the closed door, rather glad that he'd waited. He finished up and washed his hands before heading back out, rather glad he'd cleared up from his latest bout of insomnia-induced baking.

"Is a man not allowed to piss in peace these days?" he said, grinning at Seamus. He knew how tired he was could be seen all over his face, but his friend still made him smile. Then his nose kicked in. "Although if you've brought fish and chips I might forgive you," he said, shifting over towards the kettle. "Tea?"

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[info]openbottle
2015-03-05 01:36 pm UTC (link)
"You always forgive me," Seamus quipped back, not even having to think about the words - which left him plenty of brain power to analyse how exhausted Dean looked. Seamus dumped the fish and chips on the table and wrapped his arms around Dean from one side, butting his head against Dean's shoulder like a cat determined to be petted. He was trapping Dean's arm against his side, effectively preventing him from making tea, making a thorough nuisance of himself, and hopefully being a distraction, too. "I brought beer for me," he said, shaking his head slightly. "Fish and chips should not be eaten with tea - it's just weird. Only things you can sit on a sea wall with." Not that Seamus had ever had much occasion to sit on sea walls with newspaper-wrapped fish and chips. He had a vague memory of having done it once, with his cousins. Still - tea and fish seemed like a pretty poor combination.

He moved to let Dean free his arm, leaning against the counter and facing Dean. "Crumpets and butter count as a real meal, right?" he asked. "Because if they do, then I'll have had two real meals today. Think how proud mam and Susan would be." He grinned. "All your fault. Providing me with food." And an excuse to take the evening off, but Seamus didn't mention that part. They had all evening, there was no need to rush. Everything was easier to handle with a full stomach, right? Seamus unhooked his arms from the rucksack and left it to sit on Dean's counter before turning to retrieve the bottle of beer. "Brought other stuff too," he said mysteriously.

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[info]artistdean
2015-03-05 08:45 pm UTC (link)
He very nearly rolled his eyes, but suddenly there was a Seamus-shaped limpet attached to his side and instead he just groaned. "Yes, yes I do," he said, trying to sound put out, but mostly just sounding fond. Since he had a trapped arm he couldn't really return the hug very well, but he did sling his free arm over Seamus' and tilted his head over to rest on his friend's for a moment, taking and releasing a noisy breath. "Fine, you get beer. I'll have lemonade or something. I've got to have potion tonight and I really don't want to mix it no matter how fucking tempting it is," he said, starting to grumble.

When Seamus released him, and he smiled tightly at his mention of two actual meals. "For breakfast, sure. I probably should have come to the pub for lunch because that would have skipped out at least one awkward encounter for the day, and I might have managed to get you to eat as a bonus," he said, starting to almost pace, but it was basically impossible in his tiny kitchen so he basically ended up walking to the fridge and opening and closing it in frustration. In fact Dean might have admitted to the door being slightly slammed. Slightly.

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[info]openbottle
2015-03-06 01:28 pm UTC (link)
It was the mention of alcohol being tempting that tipped Seamus off to Dean's state of mind - even before the slammed fridge door. It wasn't as if his potions were new, so it was definitely the situation that was tempting him. Seamus crossed his arms across his chest as he watched, his own smile fading the more signs Dean showed of stress affecting him.

"You're welcome at the pub for lunch whenever you want," he said, keeping his own voice even. The last thing he wanted to do right now was trigger Dean's anger. It might help him in the moment to shout at someone, and Seamus didn't really mind taking it when he knew it wasn't his fault, but Dean would only feel bad about it after he'd cooled down - and he probably didn't need reminding about the effects of PTSD on his life and relationships, either. "Or for any reason."

Seamus paused to consider his words for a beat longer than he usually would before he added, "You'd only be putting off encounters, though. They're going to keep happening unless one of you leaves the studio, and the more they happen the quicker they'll stop bothering you." Seamus knew that sometimes talking sense to someone who was emotional was not helpful, and if it seemed that way now he'd back off - but he had to at least try.

"You want to go for a fly?" he asked, completely on a whim. It had been a long time since they'd flown together, but maybe something active would help. Seamus would have suggested duelling, but his experience with Susan had reminded him that duelling with someone both angrier and more powerful than you was sure to end badly. "We can put warming charms on the food."

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[info]artistdean
2015-03-06 09:24 pm UTC (link)
"I know, I know," Dean said, not quite dismissing Seamus' comment but clearly considering it far from his point. "But I didn't think about it, even though I'd already run into her getting coffee," he said, moving into the living area so he could pace in front of the sofa. "It wasn't so bad in the last couple of weeks then I had these new fucking nightmares and just the sight of her drives me fucking crazy!" He threw his hands in the air in frustration.

"I mean it's not your fault, her fault, or even mine in any way I can damn well control, but there she is, in my fucking dreams screaming about my PTSD to the whole of Diagon fucking Alley," Dean ranted, pacing up and down, gesturing emphatically. "You know, because more nightmare variations and more words that are haunting me are exactly what I need," he said. He sat down heavily on the sofa and groaned as he rather deflated.

Then Seamus suggested flying and suddenly it seemed like the best idea in the world. Get him out of his head and he trusted Seamus to not trail him in a way that would make him twitchy when he was already on edge. "Let me get my broom," he said decisively, pushing up again, crossing to squeeze Seamus into a brief but incredibly tight hug.

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[info]openbottle
2015-03-07 04:27 pm UTC (link)
Seamus was only too happy for the opportunity to squeeze Dean back, even if it was only briefly. Dean's nightmares - like much of his PTSD - always left Seamus feeling a little helpless. He could make Dean take his potion, or sleep beside him for a couple of nights but he couldn't make the nightmares go away entirely. He couldn't ensure that Dean would never have to deal with them again. At least today he'd made a suggestion that had seemed to light Dean up a little.

"My broom's at mum's," he said, frowning at the idea of apparating back again. He could probably manage, but it wouldn't be much fun. "On the plus side, there's no better place to fly." He looked up at Dean with his best pleading expression. "Want to side-along your helpless best mate?"

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[info]artistdean
2015-03-08 12:50 am UTC (link)
"Of course it is," Dean said, rolling his eyes and dragging the first vowel out in amusement. Not that it exactly surprised him. London wasn't exactly full of places to fly where Greencastle had not only the wizarding community but also the open space. "You do the warming spell, I'll go get my broom and my boots and then of course I will," he said. He'd happily side-along Seamus to Greencastle. If he was asking he had clearly gone there for the fish and chips already and too much long-distance apparition was a horrible idea.

He made quick work of grabbing his broom from where it lived, leaning against his wardrobe, and switching into a slightly thicker jumper before pulling on his boots and heading back to Seamus in the main room.

Pausing before he held out his arm for Seamus to hang onto he frowned briefly. "Do you mind if I don't come in? I love Mama F, but I'm not sure I'm in the frame of mind to chat today."

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[info]openbottle
2015-03-10 05:23 pm UTC (link)
"Oi!" Seamus objected. "Why would I keep it here when I can barely use it? We should really keep a spare there for you." Actually, that wasn't a bad idea at all... Seamus added it to his mental list of 'potential future presents'. A broomstick cost a bit more than he usually spent on Dean, but maybe he could get Susan or even Jess to go halves. While Dean disappeared into his bedroom, Seamus set about casting a warming charm on the fish and chips so they'd keep until they made it back. He'd considered suggesting they just take it with them, so they could delay the return apparition, until Dean asked about staying outside. "Yeah, it's fine," he said quickly. He loved his mam like anything - but Dean probably didn't need another person in his life to be furious about his ex-girlfriend. Not that Seamus had really mentioned Ophelia to her much, beyond a brief explanation as to why Dean wasn't spending as much time at the pub.

He took Dean's arm, wishing he'd brought gloves. The weather was warming up, slowly, but nights were still cold. He might have to check his bedroom at home to see if he had a pair. "Mama F loves you too," he added before they apparated away. "But since I'm feeding you and making sure you get your exercise there's really no need to face the inquisition." He flashed Dean a grin and then squeezed his eyes shut to indicate he was ready.

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[info]artistdean
2015-03-18 11:13 pm UTC (link)
Dean shrugged, he saw that keeping his own broom in Greencastle would actually be logical most of the time since he didn't really have anywhere else to fly and he didn't go very often, but right now he was rather thankful he hadn't left it there.

"Glad to hear it," he said, knowing Mrs Finnigan had always treated him basically like family. Family was really not what he wanted today though, and he was pleased Seamus was going to oblige him.

Taking a breath Dean made sure Seamus was hanging on tight and Apparted them neatly to a couple of houses down from Seamus' parents, just outside the back gate. It was easily still in the wizarding area of the town and he was far less likely to be dragged into the kitchen.

"I'm going to head to the field, you can catch me up," he said, referencing the place they'd been flying in Greencastle ever since the first time Dean had visited. To tell the truth Dean was now itching to get into the air and just concentrate on something that wasn't Ophelia, his new nightmare or the whole awkward mess just for a little while.

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[info]openbottle
2015-03-19 05:13 pm UTC (link)
Being apparated by someone else was always a little more sickening than doing it yourself and with the two previous trips, Seamus had to sag against Dean for a moment on their arrival to catch his breath. He righted himself quickly, smiling and waving a hand before Dean could even think to check he was okay. "You go," he agreed. "I'll be two minutes."

In actual fact, greeting his mum, finding gloves and carefully not explaining why Dean hadn't come in all took rather longer than the promised two minutes. By the time Seamus reached the field, Dean was already up in the air. There were a few kids milling about, mostly on toy brooms, obviously too young to go to Hogwarts or be trusted on the real thing. Seamus listened to them talk - each proclaiming themselves a different Quidditch pro in turn - while he checked his broom over to make sure it was in decent nick. Finally, he mounted and kicked up off the ground, searching the sky for Dean's familiar figure.

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[info]artistdean
2015-03-20 12:22 am UTC (link)
Long familiar with the route to the flying field Dean made quick work of the trip to the well-warded area, and ignored the few kids who were hanging around, even as a couple of them turned towards him. He slung his leg over his broom and pushed off, soaring far above even those with full-sized broomsticks.

He hadn't got any real purpose in mind and even though being off the ground was lightening his heart a little, cutting through his anger, so he just flew lazy, random patterns. Mostly he kept to one level, occasionally swooping or rising slightly, but never doing tricks or picking up huge amounts of speed. Eventually he saw another broom approaching his height and immediately recognised Seamus and turning to him, and flying in his general direction with more purpose. He wasn't sure what to say, what to suggest.

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[info]openbottle
2015-03-20 02:14 pm UTC (link)
Seamus had no such restraint - he corkscrewed up from the ground fast enough to be glad he'd remembered to tuck his t-shirt in under the jumper. Dean had chosen to fly high, but Seamus quickly reached him, bringing his broom to a lazy halt in front of him. Seamus had always been a reckless flier - probably why he hadn't made the Gryffindor team. He'd stop when he was too old and too frail to control a broom. Maybe.

He didn't need to tell Dean which way they should fly if they wanted to avoid being spotted by the muggles in the village, so he just headed off in that direction, occasionally looping-the-loop with a laugh. He hadn't flown in ages, had forgotten how much of a rush it could be. It was one of the few forms of magic that still felt magic for Seamus, who'd grown up seeing household charms and apparition as merely normal parts of life.

Eventually, when they were a distance from the practice field, Seamus paused and turned his broom in a tight corner to face Dean. "Good so far?"

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[info]artistdean
2015-03-21 01:07 am UTC (link)
Dean took off after Seamus, not quite having left the vestiges of his anger and frustration behind him he flew hard, ducking and weaving now he had someone nearby. At one point he took a steep dive towards a random tree, flipping to pull up in a corkscrew well before he reached it, but giving into the urge to just yell wordlessly at the sky for several seconds as he climbed. Flying made his senses become something approaching as alert as he was at his absolute worst hypervigilant moments but in a much more controlled way, and he actually appreciated now the need to keep a check of where everything and everyone around him was.

When Seamus finally turned around he managed a smile which came far more easily than it had in his flat. "Yeah. Good. It helps. You know? Just getting away. Out of my head for a bit."

He bit his lip, almost ready to let fourth more words about his nightmares, but then shook his head, glancing around for a likely looking target or two. "Race? That tree, that tree and back to the field?" he suggested, pointing at two trees in turn, both ahead of where they were flying now, but to either side. They were different types and by the end both he and Seamus should have two different leaves clutched in their hands as proof they'd actually reached the relevant trees.

Dean didn't wait for a response, he flattened himself to his broom and shot off in the direction of the first tree. He'd pretty much only trust Seamus, or perhaps Susan, to chase him like this these days.

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[info]openbottle
2015-03-23 02:24 pm UTC (link)
Grinning, Seamus whooped and clapped at Dean's steep dive - and even more so as he pulled himself out of it. They were high enough up that the sound shouldn't carry, and as well as the evening growing dim they had a little bit of cloud cover. "Course it helps," he replied, when Dean returned to something like a sensible pace. "I suggested it. I'm the brains in this operation." He gave Dean an exaggerated wink, though even that was probably hard to make out from this distance.

At the word 'race', Seamus's eyes lit and his grin grew even broader. It had been a long while since they'd done this. There had been a time, after the war, when Seamus hadn't been sure they ever would again - Dean had been so wary of his back, even more so than he was now, and they both knew Seamus wasn't fast enough to reliably outpace him without a head start. It was a good reminder - especially now, with Dean's new nightmares preying on both their minds - that things could and did get better.

Seamus was still swivelling on his broom to sight the second tree when Dean streaked past him. "Cheat!" Seamus yelled as he pushed his broom down, hoping a diagonal path to the tree could cut some of the distance. "Dirty, rotten -" The rest of his words were lost to the wind and his own sharp inhale as the sudden proximity of tree trunk forced him to come up short. He turned a tight circle around it and for one dizzying moment the broom seemed to move without him until his thighs tightened on the wood and he centred himself just in time to attempt to grasp the leaves.

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[info]artistdean
2015-03-23 03:53 pm UTC (link)
Dean snorted a laugh and shook his head at Seamus' declaration that of course flying would help. He knew it was at least partly bravado, but he appreciated it all the same.

There was no way he was going to waste his breath responding to that particular accusation, just letting the smile spread across his face. He knew he was technically cheating, but frankly that was half expected in this particular type of race. His heart was thumping hard as he pushed his broom to do as much as he could. He banked steeply rounding the top of the tree at a tight enough angle to grab at the leaves while he made sure to hold tight with one hand to his broom. He dodged up vertically as a taller tree suddenly blocked his view, stomach in his throat as he gripped with everything he had. "Fuuu-" he yelped.

Reaching the top of the tree he managed to straighten out again somewhat clumsily and headed for the other tree, massively aware that Seamus would have made up ground during that little exploit. It was so long since he'd really tried to go all out like this in anything more than a straight line or simple circles that he could feel the lack of practice dulling his reaction times and making him fight for every metre.

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[info]openbottle
2015-03-24 02:23 pm UTC (link)
"Fuck," Seamus swore, as his fingers brushed through and past the leaves without taking proper hold. The gloves he wore weren't designed for flight and the smooth pads seemed to slip past everything. He swung himself back around for a second try and caught a blur of upward movement out of the corner of his eye. This time, he successfully yanked a handful of leaves from their branch and tried to stuff them in the pocket of his jeans while leaning forward to race towards the next tree.

Looking down, he watched two of the leaves float towards the ground, and hoped at least one was caught safely in the denim. It didn't matter, he wasn't going back. Somehow, he was ahead as he angled up towards the branches of the taller tree, scraping his knee and the toecap of his trainers against the bark as he slowed. "Yes!" he shouted triumphantly as he managed to pull several large leaves from the tree with ease. He kept them grasped in his hand now that he didn't have to do any fancy turning or holding-on-for-dear-life and looked around for Dean to check where he was before heading to the finishing point.

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[info]artistdean
2015-03-26 08:21 pm UTC (link)
Dean adjusted his flight, leaves still clutched in one hand against his broom. Seamus had managed to get ahead of him during his little mishap with the tree and the string of swearing that ran through his head was impressive and would have caused his Mum to cuff him around the ear. He slowed slightly as he steered a course around the near side of the second tree, reaching out his opposite hand and grasping a handful of leaves before carefully slapping his hand back on the handle of his broom so he didn't drop all of his leaves. He thought he saw part of one flutter away but he could still feel at least one trapped between his hand and the polished wood.

Adjusting to head back for the field Dean eased his stomach down and his knees up as tight to the broom as he could get, gripping hard with his thighs as he streamlined himself as much as possible. Neither he nor Seamus were wearing quite the right clothing for it so wind was catching in places, but he ducked his head down and shot as arrow-like as possible behind Seamus, who was clearly trying to press his advantage. "I will catch you," he muttered, eyes flicking between Seamus and the field.

He pushed as hard as he could, lowering the angle he was flying at until he was almost skimming the tallest of the trees with his boots. And as they reached a place where they could dive down to the field they were neck and neck, both pushing hard. Thankfully the centre of the field was clear and Dean dived hard.

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[info]openbottle
2015-03-27 01:49 pm UTC (link)
'Don't look back,' Graeme's voice chanted in Seamus's head as his momentary pause revealed Dean gaining on him fast. He did his best to flatten himself to his broom, but Dean was close enough that Seamus could hear him muttering. "Like hell you will," he called back, stretching his arms out until his hands were clasped so close to the edge of his broom that he actually felt unbalanced by it. He held his muscles tight as they both flew hard, neither able to pull away nor willing to lose ground. Seamus could see the field, his way to the finishing point clear, and for an instant he was ahead once more!

Then Dean dove, flashing past Seamus like polished lightning. Seamus felt his stomach do a somersault as he pushed his own broom downwards in hot pursuit. He wasn't ready. His position made him top-heavy and his broom wobbled. Cursing, he pulled his hands back without loosening his grip, earning him a splinter in the meat of his palm.

His knuckles were white as he tried to pull up and he threw his weight back as the tip of his broom just skimmed the grass before he landed with a painful thump and rolled to one side. Adrenaline coursed through him and he was up again like a spring, holding one hand up in triumph while he sucked hard on the other, trying to pull the splinter out with teeth and suction. Dean had won - he was already on the ground, and Seamus's leaf was shredded against his broom. He had lost - but he hadn't broken anything and that was reason enough for celebration.

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[info]artistdean
2015-03-27 06:04 pm UTC (link)
He wasn't thinking too hard about Seamus, just the goal of the field, concentrating on trying to win. It was a silly competition, but he had always been competitive, and in a low-stakes environment like this he still could be in a way that he really enjoyed. He took a careful breath, hoping to Godric that he wasn't going to crash into the field too badly. He was pretty sure he was going to crash, purely because of how hard he was pushing his broom, but if he managed to not fly off the end he'd be pleased.

As he came within throwing distance of the ground he raised up again pulling up hard to flatten out and slow himself down. He bumped hard into the ground, holding tight so he didn't smack his face onto his broom. Still, he jerked as he skidded a dozen feet or more, leaning back and gripping hard with a cry of "Fuuuuuck!" He scraped to a halt and promptly fell sideways off his broom.

He was basically splayed on his back in the end and lifted his head to see that Seamus had clearly landed a few seconds behind him, just coming to a halt. He held his hands up, leaves sticking slightly by virtue of pressure, sweat and a little luck.

"You okay there?" he called. "Nothing broken?" He knew he was going to ache like hell tomorrow, but for the way he was feeling right now it was worth it. He hadn't thought about Ophelia or his nightmares pretty much since he got on his broom. Although it would probably come crashing back before too long.

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[info]openbottle
2015-03-30 12:45 pm UTC (link)
"Course I'm okay," Seamus shouted back - possibly louder than he really needed to. He crossed over the field to Dean's landing place, dropping down to his knees beside him. "I know how to fall off my broom without hurting anything." This hadn't necessarily always been true, as Dean was well aware, but it had been years since Seamus had suffered any serious flying injury. He briefly shoved his hand in Dean's face, displaying the red, now slightly damp, patch in which the splinter was embedded. "'Nother fucking splinter," he muttered.

He sat back on the grass and searched for his wand, pulling the little shard of wood out of his flesh with a wince. "Only a little one this time," he observed, forgetting that Dean had been carefully shielded from knowledge of his and Susan's duel and had no idea about the exploding door. He looked up to survey Dean still sprawled on his back. "You okay?" he asked, curiously. He'd been too absorbed in his own landing to notice much of anything else, but he hadn't heard anything that foreboded a real chance of injury. "Bruise your arse? Or just got mud all over it?"

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[info]artistdean
2015-03-30 02:47 pm UTC (link)
Dean grinned up at Seamus when he came looming into view, squinting and almost crossing his eyes as Seamus' hand got shoved into his face. He got the impression of red and damp before it was moved away again. "Glad to hear it, not the splinter, the not hurting yourself thing," he said, shoving himself up on his elbows.

"When've you been getting splinters? Thought you hadn't been flying in ages. Also, it'll serve you right for not keeping your broom up to scratch," he teased gently, unaware of the implications. He waved Seamus off. "Yeah, I'm fine. Scruffy shoes and knees, I'll probably ache tomorrow, but nothing major."

He took a couple of deep breaths as the worries of earlier in the day came crashing back. "Merlin, I wish it didn't take this to get me out of my head," he said, flopping back down again with a light thump.

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[info]openbottle
2015-03-30 04:22 pm UTC (link)
Seamus frowned, opening his mouth to say something before he realised why Dean didn't already know. Shit. His dismayed expression was obvious, and his faltering attempt to lie about as subtle as a Blast-Ended Skrewt. "Uh. No, just, not flying but I - you know -" Lying to Dean was like trying to lie to himself: practically impossible. It wasn't even that he could be scary like Susan, he just knew Seamus far too well to fall for it. He watched Dean out of the corner of his eye and then nodded, as if that settled the matter. He knew it hadn't, but the pink blush spreading across his face was hard to distinguish from the flush of exertion.

The mood seemed to flop as Dean did, which Seamus obviously had to do something about. He lowered himself more carefully to his elbows, pillowing his cheek against Dean's stomach and turning his head to look up at him. "Well, it doesn't always," Seamus said pragmatically. "Sometimes you just need to paint, or spend time with me." He wished the latter was enough right now, but it obviously wasn't. It was getting darker and Seamus could hear the familiar tone of mums calling their wayward children home for dinner. His stomach grumbled a little as he thought of it. "We can go again, if you want. Two out of three?"

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[info]artistdean
2015-03-30 08:44 pm UTC (link)
Even though it was hard to spot Dean thought there might be an additional flush to Seamus' cheeks as he blustered his way through what was pretty clearly a lie about his previous splinter. He raised his eyebrows, not really taken in. "No, I don't know," he said, blandly. "Maybe you want to explain it to me? Because I'm not so sure there was any flying involved."

"No, I guess it doesn't, but right now it pretty much seems like it," he said, sighing deeply enough that Seamus' head moved up and down with his stomach. "No, I'm good thanks," he said, knowing the offer wasn't just about Seamus trying to win a around.

After a minute or two of just lying there staring at the slowly darkening sky he took a deep breath and began to speak. "I just wish she hadn't wormed in far enough that her yelling that really hurt me. I mean I expected that from dickheads who don't know me, but you'd think my girlfriend would realise that I don't want her yelling about my mental health in public. Especially around muggles who won't understand. Of course she does that and it hurts so much, it hurts enough that it keeps invading my dreams. Only they've become nightmares where instead of the relative privacy of a restaurant - no matter how much I like it mind you - she's yelling it in the middle of Diagon Fucking Alley, yelling 'You have a problem with your brain, I never expected you to be normal!'," he said, swallowing the bile in his throat bitterly. It wasn't exactly what she'd said, but it was close enough that every time it took him back to the utterly helpless anger and fear he felt in those moments in the restaurant.

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[info]openbottle
2015-03-31 12:32 pm UTC (link)
"Not really?" Seamus hazarded, because he hated lying to Dean, even when it was for his own good. Which it really had been. It didn't help that Seamus didn't particularly relish admitting to how stupid he'd been to take on Susan when they were both riled up. She could have done much worse than land him with a few splinters. On the other hand, flat out refusing to explain wouldn't help either. "Just the usual. Me being an idiot." Maybe Dean wouldn't press for details. Seamus didn't really think it likely, but he could hope.

He let his eyes closed as Dean sighed, though quickly opened them again when he started talking about Ophelia. Talking was good, Seamus knew that - and Battlescars had proved it over and over again. So though he didn't really want to hear it, Seamus didn't interrupt. Instead, he groped about for Dean's hand and laced their fingers together, squeezing hard. He hoped it helped Dean, because it didn't do anything to slow the solid wall of anger Seamus could feel building. He was half-tempted to leap back on his broom, fly to Dean's studio and find Ophelia - make her hurt the way she'd hurt Dean. He knew Susan had scared her already, but it wasn't enough. Fury was heavy in his stomach and weighed down his tongue, making it hard to spit the words out. "She should be fucking ashamed of herself," he choked out. "You were in a fucking war!" He pulled himself into a sitting position, shoulders tense and avoiding Dean's eyes.

"I can't-" He balled his free hand into a fist, still clinging to Dean with the other. "It wouldn't be normal if you -" As so often happened, anger made it harder for him to string a sentence together. "What did she think it was going to be like?" His mind seemed to fly in two directions at once - wanting to rail on Ophelia and how anyone could be so lacking in compassion while also wanting to reassure Dean that nothing she'd said was remotely close to reality. After a long moment where the air seemed to burn in Seamus's throat, he settled on the latter. "There is nothing fucking wrong with you," he insisted grimly. He'd said it before, and probably would again. "Nothing a decent person couldn't handle. You're as normal as me with this," he gestured up and down his side, "or Justin with his nightmares, or Susan with the scary ruthlessness." Granted, none of them had exactly had much relationship success - and that stray thought was enough to deflate Seamus's anger. He slumped forward against his knees. Maybe it really wasn't possible. Despite the weekly meetings and the dreamless sleep potions and the therapy. Maybe none of them would ever make it work long-term.

"You're brilliant," he insisted, still. "A hundred times better than her. I want to just - obliviate every memory of her." He shifted and lay back down on the grass, defeated, his head up near Dean's shoulder this time. "I won't," he promised. "I know it's not that easy." He turned his body slightly towards Dean. If they'd been in bed at home, he'd have curled up against him - but it didn't feel quite right on the grass like this, even though it was completely innocent. "Have you thought about making an appointment with - whoever?" Therapist, psychologist, Seamus had never completely got to grips with the various words. He knew that Dean saw someone, sometimes, and that it had helped. That was enough.

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[info]artistdean
2015-03-31 07:19 pm UTC (link)
Making his very best attempt at a Susan-level of intimidation and disbelief Dean fixed his gaze on Seamus. "Well I can believe the idiot bit, but you're skipping something out. What is it?" he asked. He knew he fell several degrees short of anything Susan could manage, but he didn't really need to know every idiotic thing Seamus had ever done. Even if he wanted to.

Dean clung onto Seamus' hand. As much as therapy and Battlescars had got him used to talking it still wasn't always easy, especially in a private situation like this. He knew telling Seamus probably wasn't helping him stay calm at Ophelia, but he needed to get the words out.

"Seamus!" he said sharply, and then deflated, shaking his head. It wasn't like he wanted to defend her really. It had and did hurt like hell. "I know. She knows too. It's not actually what she said, and definitely not how she said it, but my nightmares twisted it," he said. "I'm not saying it doesn't hurt. Because believe me I am really pissed off, but she wasn't as bad as my nightmares made out. Maybe." He couldn't keep his half defence up though and he just shook his head, the words dying in his throat, squeezing Seamus' hand and trying to pull him back down, cold though it was lying on the ground. "She wouldn't have ever understood. And I'm glad I found out when I did. I mean the last date fucking sucked and I'm pretty sure the best bit of Valentine's isn't meant to be falling asleep with your best friend, but it was." Half of his best memories involved Seamus. More than.

"Some days I'd take you up on that, you know. Forget everything about her. Especially near the end, and since. Godric, if anyone could take away the things that cause nightmares they'd have a permanent fucking queue from our generation if nobody else," he said. He pulled his feet up, so his legs were bent at the knee, swinging idly into each other. "She didn't deserve me," he said quietly, trying to believe it, but sounding like he didn't. Sometimes it felt like he shouldn't inflict his problems on anyone else. He knew the danger of that thinking though. Frankly before his PTSD had been diagnosed, or his medication sorted, and he was at his worst he was amazed his friends had stuck by him, and he loved them all for it.

"Yeah, I'm about due for a check in anyway, but I should probably report the latest," he sighed again. "For now it's just taking my potion this week and making sure I use all my strategies." He shook his head. There was a time where all he had to worry about was what homework was due next, and maybe what idiocy sharing a room with Harry Potter was going to bring to the end of his school year. That was a long time ago now.

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[info]openbottle
2015-04-01 12:56 pm UTC (link)
Seamus waved a hand in a transparently poor attempt at airy unconcern. "Susan and I were practicing our duelling. She, uh, exploded a door at me. I didn't shield fast enough." If he was going to admit that much, he figured he might as well keep going rather than having Dean have to drag the information from him. "We weren't in the best of moods." He held up a hand, hoping to forestall the lecture - though the way his heart sank into his stomach indicated he knew it wouldn't work. "And I've already admitted it was stupid. And I'm sorry for not telling you, but you were dealing with enough as it was, and Susan healed me up wit some dittany." He really was sorry, but he knew himself well enough to know he'd never have done it any differently.

"I hate that she got into your nightmares," Seamus said as he settled back against Dean. His anger had fled, leaving him more despairing than anything. He hated feeling helpless, knowing that there was nothing he could do to improve the situation other than to be there and help Dean wait it out. "She could have understood if she'd tried," he grumbled. "It's not like it's so fucking difficult." Neither he nor Susan had been through exactly Dean's situation, and neither of them would ever say they understood entirely - but understanding enough to treat him with the respect and compassion he deserved? That wasn't hard. That so many people seemed to fail at it made Seamus want to hit out at something, or give up on the world, or fight harder to make it a better place. Sometimes all three at once.

Propiety could go to hell, Seamus decided and he slung an arm across Dean's stomach in a gesture that was about half as limpet-like as usual. "You deserve better," he said, bitterness surging up from nowhere. "Better than second-hand cake and truffles and me." He wanted to say that next year they'd plan something better - but the whole point was that Deans plans were supposed to be with someone else, and Seamus couldn't do anything to make that happen. He shook his head slightly. "We have to remember the shit stuff or we won't learn from it - or something." He was pretty sure there was some grand psychological reason they couldn't all just wipe the memory of the war from one another's minds, even if he wasn't sure what that reason was.

"One of your strategies had better be me staying over tonight," he concluded. "I brought a toothbrush and everything." And they still had fish and chips to eat, when they could be bothered to apparate their sorry arses home.

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[info]artistdean
2015-04-01 06:45 pm UTC (link)
"You duelled with Susan?" Dean asked pointedly. "Susan, our lovely but rather scary friend who is an Auror and basically takes down dark wizards and the worst criminals for a living? That Susan?" He assumed that Seamus had probably done this soon after he and Ophelia had split up, but even that didn't stop his voice rising in volume at the stupidity of that particular decision. "You absolute idiot. You could have been seriously injured. What the hell did you think that would have done to me feeling shitty about breaking up with my girlfriend when I find out my best friend is in St Mungo's and my other best friend put him there?" Honestly he was fairly sure Susan wouldn't have actually let it get that far, but he was very sure their duel was a overwhelmingly terrible idea. "Join a bloody gym and punch things instead of fighting Susan. Fuck you could get Dominic to set you up a punching bag in the Roost. Just please stop finding ways to hurt yourself?" he said, pleading slightly on the last sentence.

Swallowing, Dean shook his head gently, not sure what to say. "I don't think she wanted to try very hard. Didn't want a relationship where she actually took the trouble to- oh fuck her, it's too bloody depressing to think about," he said. "And yes, I hate that she got into my nightmares too. Maybe this one won't stick around." Not that Dean was too helpful on that front. It hadn't been his experience in recent years.

"Next year we'll aim for actual food," he joked, although that didn't sound like a bad idea if they were both still single. "I'd rather not remember the shit stuff, not that it isn't a life lesson or whatever," he said, waving a hand vaguely, sounding bitter.

He put his waving hand down on top of the arm Seamus had got slung around him and chuckled. "'Course it does. I'll even wear pyjamas!" Frankly right now a second body in his bed would be a huge comfort. Well, providing said body was Seamus. Susan might have managed in a pinch.

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[info]openbottle
2015-04-01 07:43 pm UTC (link)
Seamus cringed, his face falling into an expression of total dismay. Dean yelling at him when he was trigged by something relatively inoffensive was bad enough, Dean shouting purely because of things Seamus had done was ten times worse. "I know," he whined. He was only too aware of how much worse things could have gone if Susan's spell had hit him rather than the door. "I didn't think she'd really try to hurt me, but she went into battle mode." He didn't feel right blaming it entirely on Susan - the duel had been his idea, and he'd drawn first blood (granted, it had been an accident). "Believe me, I don't want to go back to St Mungo's anymore than you want to see me there." He held up both arms so Dean could at least sort of see them. "I'm fine," he said quietly. "All healed up. But... I'll try." Somehow, no matter how obviously stupid the idea, he could never quite talk himself out of it.

He settled his arms back down when Dean's hand dropped onto one. "Best we can do is not think about it, I suppose," Seamus said, aware this went against his maxim of talking things through. But there was a time for that, and the rest of the time they just had to distract themselves as much as possible. Fortunately, Dean seemed willing to go along with that school of thought - Seamus didn't want to cut him off if the talking was helpful.

"Pyjamas!" He clasped one hand over his heart. "My prince." With a grunt, he hauled himself to his feet and held his hand out. "Come on, there's fish and chips waiting if you're ready."

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[info]artistdean
2015-04-01 08:20 pm UTC (link)
He sighed heavily. He hated making Seamus feel bad and his face fell too, biting his lip because he felt guilty. He looked at Seamus' arms, relieved to see a lack of marks. He doubted that anything anybody said would stop him doing some of the daft things he thought of, but maybe sometimes he'd resist the urge. Maybe if Dean had a word with Susan too that might help, although there was no guarantee. "If you could knock off the duels with Susan I'd appreciate it," he said after a bit of a silence.

Snorting at Seamus' dramatic moment he groaned slightly and pushed himself up far enough that Seamus' hand up would help. "Fish and chips sounds bloody brilliant right now," he said, shaking himself a bit to re-settle himself. "You bringing your broom back to my place or are you dropping it off at your Mum's?" he asked, bending and retrieving his own broom from where he'd fallen off it.

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[info]openbottle
2015-04-01 09:06 pm UTC (link)
Seamus nodded seriously, pushing his curls back from his face a muddy hand. "Yeah, I won't be doing that again," he agreed, wincing. "It... got a bit out of control." He really did hope he'd remember, or at least that he'd pick someone with more restraint to duel against. He wasn't going to make it any worse for Dean with more details, though, so he pushed the thought aside for the moment.

"I'll bring it back to your place, for now," he decided. If it was there, maybe they'd going flying together again sooner than they'd been averaging lately. Realising that going home meant apparating, Seamus sighed and tried to steel himself for the return trip. The flight had certainly cleared his head, but he was still expecting to get back to Dean's pretty drained.

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[info]artistdean
2015-04-01 09:27 pm UTC (link)
Dean resisted the urge to comment on Seamus' definition of 'a bit' out of control, because he had a strong feeling that it probably wouldn't match his own definition. "Yeah, well, I've seen Susan mad, I can't imagine her duelling is any less... intimidating."

He nodded in agreement and offered Seamus his arm. "You want me to apparate you back are you good?" he asked. It had been a while since they came and he wasn't sure if Seamus was recovered enough to get himself back. Especially since Dean would be Side-Alonging someone back again without a huge amount of recovery time if he wasn't ready. At least there would be reviving food at the other end whatever the decision.

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[info]openbottle
2015-04-02 12:56 pm UTC (link)
Maybe next time Seamus would have the patience to wait until duelling club, with its healers and its safeguards and the higher chance of being paired with someone less deadly. For now, he was content to drop the subject and hope Dean would be able to forget it. He was fine now, that was what mattered, and no trip to St Mungo's had been necessary.

After going to pick up his broom from where he'd left it, he returned to pat Dean's arm but shook his head. "I'll do it. No use tiring the both of us out." He knew he was in good enough condition that he wasn't likely to splinch himself, especially not when the destination was somewhere so familiar. "Let me go first, just in case." Otherwise Dean would have to apparate back to find out what happened to him and then they'd both be stuck. He screwed his eyes shut and concentrated for a long moment before finally disappearing with a far louder bang than he usually liked.

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[info]artistdean
2015-04-02 03:47 pm UTC (link)
"Oh good," Dean said with quiet relief. He knew he technically could take Seamus back he had a feeling it wouldn't be the best plan. "Sure, sure," he said, waving Seamus off and wincing when the sound of his disappearance was rather louder than expected. He hoped he was okay.

Taking a fortifying breath Dean concentrated on his bedroom and stepped out into the nothingness, arriving moments later and feeling a little unsteady. He was basically fine, just feeling slightly tired. He set down his broom and called out to Seamus. "I'm good, are you good?"

He quickly kicked off his boots and headed back to the main room, shucking his jacket and dropping it over the back of the sofa.

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[info]openbottle
2015-04-02 05:13 pm UTC (link)
It was probably only Seamus's imagination, but the apparition seemed to last far longer than usual, like he had to actually fight his way through the blackness that briefly consumed him. Again, he stumbled on arrival, this time tripping over nothing, or his own feet, and breathing hard. He felt dizzy and had to lean against the wall for a moment to keep from falling.

Dean arrived before Seamus had totally recovered himself, but he nodded anyway. "Fine." He wasn't really hurt - the food and some rest would definitely fix it. "Might skip the cider, though," he made a face and crossed the short distance to Dean's couch, collapsing onto the whole length of it. He could easily fall asleep right now, except that it would be rude and he'd miss out on chips.

"I brought food all the way from Ireland, so you're in charge of bringing it over here to me," he decided, looking at Dean from where he was lying on the couch. "Please," he added for good measure.

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[info]artistdean
2015-04-02 09:30 pm UTC (link)
Dean rolled his eyes, taking in the flopped status of Seamus on his sofa. "Yeah, okay. I've got coke, which could reasonably have come from the chip shop," he said. He stood over Seamus, shaking his head at him. "Sure, I'll be your servant, just for a minute," he said.

He went over to where Seamus had left the magically warmed food and grabbed a couple of cans of coke from the fridge, the two packs of fish and chips and two plates just in case. Not that he expected Seamus to want to use them, but sometimes the fish and chips were a bit floppy.

"Budge over," he said, looming over Seamus again, brandishing the retrieved items. "I need to sit and you need to sit up to eat, we are not Romans."

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[info]openbottle
2015-04-05 10:36 am UTC (link)
"I'd be a great Roman," Seamus grumbled as he sat up, though his knowledge of whatever muggle Roman culture Dean was referencing was exactly zero. He'd covered Egyptians, Tudors and Celts in his muggle primary school, but not Rome. "I can lie here and you can feed me grapes."

Once he was properly sitting up, he made grabby hands until Dean gave him his magically warmed food. Then, once Dean had taken a seat himself, Seamus slumped companionably against him as he munched on chips. He watched Dean's hands as they unwrapped his own portion, not able to look up at his face from this position. "We should do that more often," he said.

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[info]artistdean
2015-04-05 02:14 pm UTC (link)
Dean snorted, he honestly couldn't imagine Seamus staying still long enough for anyone to feed him grapes. He'd just fidgit. "Yeah, that'll happen," he said, sarcastically. The whole lying down to eat thing really wasn't appealing, although at least the Romans generally aimed for recline on the side not 'will choke yourself if you're not careful' aka on your back.

Passing over Seamus' food and drink and sticking the plates on the coffee table since they seemed likely to go unused he glanced down at Seamus as he spoke again. "Flying or me needing to get out of my head because I got wound up? Because if you mean the second one I'll pass, but the flying was good." He waved a chip briefly before putting it in his mouth. "Although I could have done without the crashing, but it's my own fault."

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[info]openbottle
2015-04-07 01:29 pm UTC (link)
Seamus stuck his lower lip out at Dean's sarcasm. "What?" he asked, reaching for a chip to pop into his mouth and then realising he had to finish it before he could continue. "Am I not pretty enough to have adoring companions looking after my nutritional needs?" He didn't know why 'pretty' came into it all of a sudden, though it did occur to him that Dean more or less already filled the described role, what with the leaving him food and prompting him to eat regularly.

"Flying, obviously," he added, through another mouthful of chip. "I don't want the other thing." He poked Dean's side with salty fingers before licking them clean. "And I have no pity for your self-inflicted injuries." This was palpably untrue, but it sounded like the kind of thing Susan would say. Seamus was just as capable of getting himself worked up over something Dean had done to himself as something that had been the work of outside forces.

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[info]artistdean
2015-04-07 05:45 pm UTC (link)
The exaggerated pout made Dean's face break out in a grin, eyes lighting up at his ridiculous friend. "Oh, no," he reassured with amusement after he'd finished his mouthful. "Plenty pretty enough, look at all these curls," he said, blowing slightly through Seamus' hair. Normally he'd run his hands through it, but with greasy hands that seemed like a horrible plan. "No, what I meant is you'd never stay still long enough for someone to feed you grapes!" he said, very pleased with himself.

Dean twitched hard to the side as Seamus poked him, batting vaguely at his hand. He was about to say something but was distracted momentarily by Seamus licking his fingers, not quite sure why it was suddenly so fascinating. "I really enjoyed the flying," he said, slouching down more into the sofa. "Maybe another time we could do a little less furious racing, take a quaffle with us and toss it around." He wouldn't suggest a full blown quidditch game but the two of them messing around would be fun. Not that he couldn't imagine them possibly ending up wrestling over the ball, but slightly less crashing into either trees or the ground would be good.

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[info]openbottle
2015-04-08 12:56 pm UTC (link)
"Libel and slander!" Seamus announced, mostly because he could never be arsed to remember which was which. "If some handsome bloke wanted to feel me grapes I would definitely stay still. Mostly still. Still enough, which is the point." He could fiddle with his hands and still be fed things. To prove this point, he shifted on the couch until his head was by Dean's thigh, which meant his legs had to hook over the armrest. In so doing, he very nearly upset first Dean's chips and then his own, but he more or less managed it without catastrophe. "Go on," he said, butting his head against Dean's thigh. "Feel me a chip." Already, his hands had snuck together as he fiddled with the ring on his thumb.

"Do you have a quaffle?" Seamus asked, looking up at Dean from his new vantage point - which meant he mostly got a view of chin and nostril and hands. "I think Dominic's got one. Or I guess I could buy one." It was definitely a good idea, though. "Wish we could borrow the Hogwarts pitch, though," he added. "We could see which of us gets a snitch quicker. I mean, they don't use it for anything in summer, do they?" His mind had gone off on another tangent and he tried to reel it back in by looking up at Dean once more. "I could come swimming with you again too. I liked that."

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[info]artistdean
2015-04-08 03:31 pm UTC (link)
Dean managed to rescue his chips from a fuzzy death on the floor with a quick scoop to the side of the package. He didn't bother complaining, it was somewhat inevitable really that Seamus' head would end up in his lap. "Like I said, dude, not your servant," he said, the part of him which had been told the history of people of his colour rebelling hard. Thankfully he knew Seamus was his friend and didn't mean anything by it but a joke. He rolled his eyes and grabbed a chip from Seamus' pile and waved it a couple of inches from Seamus' mouth before grinning and eating it himself. Anticipating the protest he took one of his own chips and fed it to Seamus as he opened his mouth and leaned over slightly so Seamus could see his cheeky grin.

He dug back into his food, chewing and swallowing some fish before he answered Seamus' question. "Nah, I always just used the school ones, but we could get one from somewhere. I mean we could use a football, but it's a pain in the arse if we drop it and it's harder to grab," he said. He glanced at Seamus again and shrugged. "Sure, you can come any time you like. Thursday evenings after 6pm for an hour or so at Susan's pool. There's a board by the door we pass messages on so you'd know if I'd come and gone early." After a few moments he added. "We could always owl Hogwarts about using the pitch over the summer."

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[info]openbottle
2015-04-13 12:46 pm UTC (link)
"Not servant," Seamus agreed. While a servant had been his first thought, he'd corrected himself even before he first spoke. "I said companion. I don't want a servant. I want someone who wants to feed me grapes." Which was the crux of the problem, or so it often seemed to Seamus. Finding someone who wanted him, restlessness and scars and all. He was starting to think it was impossible - but at least he had Dean. And Susan, and Dennis. But not Justin anymore... Before he could venture too far down that avenue of thought, Dean was waving a chip at him and Seamus arched his neck up to try and reach it, only to have it snatched away. "Me-" he started, before Dean gave in and fed Seamus one of his own chips. "Mmm. Good." He licked his lips of salt and closed his eyes for a moment. "Suppose I have to get up again if I want fish." He managed to swing himself around more elegantly this time, only elbowing Dean a little bit.

He busied himself with a mouthful of fish and batter, nodding as Dean carried the conversation. "I think I can get ahold of a quaffle without breaking the bank," he confirmed, adding it to his never-ending mental list of things to do. "Mmm, Thursday's not great. I like to be around for the chess. We should arrange to go some other time." Another thing, then, that they might or might not ever get around to doing. That was fine - they nearly always managed to find time for one another, even if it was just to hang out at one or other of their flats. He grinned as Dean's mind evidently went to the same place his had. "I was just thinking that. "We could have an amateur league or something, just while the school's closed."

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[info]artistdean
2015-04-13 05:26 pm UTC (link)
Dean smiled, glad for the reassurance and then smirked slightly. "Well, that counts me out then. I'd just steal them all," he said and waggled his eyebrows. He was rather fond of grapes and any time he bought them they had trouble lasting a day in his house. He watched Seamus lick his lips, and inadvertently licked his own in response, turning to frowning as Seamus shifted and managed to elbow him. Not that he retaliated, it was just one of those consequences of his moving around on the couch.

He snorted and rolled his eyes. "Oh, sure we can buy one, I just thought you might know someone who has one. I can always go get one, since I'm more likely to be out and doing stuff," he offered. Dean hummed in agreement, the fact that Thursday was chess evening was part of the reason he'd stuck to the day as his swimming day. "Well, you know, if I'm not at the pub I've probably not got anything much going on, apart from maybe work, so other nights are good too. And Susan doesn't care if we use her pool whenever," he said.

Flicking his eyes to Seamus he hummed slightly, considering it. "Yeah, I guess so, and if there's something going on anyway I'd be able to go fly on the pitch before and after matches," he said. He didn't really think he was up for a full contact quidditch game, even now, not when it seemed likely that he'd be playing with or against at least one person he didn't trust enough.

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[info]openbottle
2015-04-14 12:47 pm UTC (link)
Seamus finished another mouthful of fish and then shrugged. "I'll feed you grapes, then. Problem solved." As much as it had been a problem in the first place, he supposed, reaching for his coke. Once he'd had a sip and set it down, he very obviously 'snuck' a chip from Dean's parcel and held it up to him, butting it insistently against Dean's lips. He couldn't stop - and didn't try - the chuckle that rose in his throat as Dean finally relented and ate the offered chip. "We're ridiculous."

"I'll ask around," he said as he settled back into his own side of the couch for more comfortable continued eating. "I'm glad it's getting warmer." Though magic made swimming in winter no more uncomfortable than doing so in summer, it still never appealed to him quite as much as it did on sunny days and long evenings. "I need some event to open the garden with, I think. Maybe a picnic." He yawned, mid-chip, covering his mouth with one hand. It had been a long day, and all the apparating as well as the physical exertion was finally taking a toll. "Bedtime soon?" he asked hopefully, once he'd swallowed. "For me, anyway. You can stay up if you like."

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[info]artistdean
2015-04-15 12:20 pm UTC (link)
The image of Seamus feeding him grapes was honestly amusing and he snorted, shaking his head. He had rolled his eyes at Seamus' fingers creeping across to his chips. Honestly it wasn't like he was going to moan about one chip. Then of course his idiot friend actually went ahead and tried to feed him. To start with he was stubborn, biting his lip to stop laughing aloud, even though he was smiling widely. In the end he gave in, opening his mouth and letting himself be fed, lips just brushing Seamus' fingers. "Yes we are," he agreed, once he was done chewing.

"Mmm, me too," Dean agreed. He was always a fan of warmer weather. He nodded, it was always nice to have the outside space at the pub open for more than smokers who wanted to freeze. "Sounds good," he said. "Easy enough to organise too," he said, sinking lower on the sofa. The expected chain reaction of yawning once Seamus started took a little while to appear, but Dean was already nodding. It hadn't been a good day for him until Seamus had turned up, and then they'd just done a lot of demanding stuff. "No, I'll come too. I'm going to take my potion," he said, half-muffled by the yawn. "I'm not... I've not got anything else to do tonight." He shrugged. He'd managed to physically and mentally tire himself, and once had food it was definitely time to at least shower and get into bed, even if he didn't sleep immediately.

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[info]openbottle
2015-04-15 04:50 pm UTC (link)
Satisfied that he had completed his mission - both in managing to feed Dean the chip and in making him smile (what else was all the ridiculous behaviour for, after all, if not to cheer up his best mate?) - Seamus finished off the last of his fish and a further handful of chips. He knew the rest would be rubbish by morning. Even warming charms didn't seem to be enough to keep good chips good for long. Over the years, he'd tried just about everything but one night and they turned from fluffy to a horrible sort of claggy, crumbly texture that was appealing to exactly nobody. But he was full and sleepy, and they hadn't been dear to begin with so he didn't feel too bad about wasting them.

"For a change," he agreed. Put food in picnic baskets, or just let people order from the bar and have it delivered outside, and that was really all that needed doing. It was by far his least ambitious idea in quite some time. He chuckled as Dean 'caught' his yawn, stretching and rolling his shoulders but not quite managing to get up just yet. "I need to brush my teeth, and change, and go to the loo," he listed off his usual before-bed tasks. "But I'm so comfortable here.

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[info]artistdean
2015-04-16 10:14 pm UTC (link)
Even though he'd slumped further down the sofa Dean carried on eating with a pretty determined level of focus. The hard day, bad night and the flying had combined to make him hungry and tired. Having Seamus here too made him quietly content.

"Easy is good sometimes," he said. He knew Seamus liked to do some pretty impressive events from time to time, but he'd been known to try and do too many at a rush and it just tended to exhaust him. As he finished up his food he re-wrapped the few stray chips and Banished the package to the kitchen bin. He'd have to throw it out in the morning so he could get rid of the smell. "Yeah, I'm going to shower too, but that mostly covers it," he said stretching a little himself, before pushing himself up, lead feeling like it was filling his limbs. "C'mon, up you get," he said, dragging at Seamus' arm. "My bed is perfectly good for two, you're not sleeping on the sofa. It's not that comfy."

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