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adipucey (adipucey) wrote in finnigans_rpg,

Adrian listened intently, standing closely to her between her legs without being so close as to suffocate her. He also made sure not to move and keep his eyes trained on her face, doing his best impression of a thoughtful statue so as not to startle her while she confessed. It was harder to keep this stance when she called herself Daniel's widow, but he knew that when she called herself that, it wasn't a slight against him or their relationship, and he was becoming more sure of his place in her life with every passing day either way.

He nodded at the end of her list and then thought, wanting to be sure of his answer before he replied. "Well then. There's no way to specialize without it, so the only way to conquer that one is to open the envelope and do the program. It's always been your dream, so again, the only thing you can do is open the envelope and do the program..." This is where he faltered thought and he sighed, almost stepping back but stopping himself.

"As for those steps... It's hard to move on, but moving on isn't necessarily moving away." He sighed again, unsure how she'd take what he was going to say next but and not wanting to hurt her, but feeling it needed to be said. "Alicia, you're always going to be Daniel's widow. I'm sorry to say it like that, so bluntly, but it's true." His voice was soft, though. "The thing is, that's not all you are, even to the Fawleys, even to Daniel's friends. You always have been and always will be more than that, and this is just another piece of that more, another piece of you, like Daniel always will be, and I hope I've become, and..." He was rambling now, and didn't know how to wrap things up.

Instead, going against his instincts, he stepped closer to her and wrapped his arms around her, kissing her forehead, before saying, "As for that last worry, I think you're bloody out of your mind, because there's no way you'll have to go back to the usual because there's no way you're not getting in."