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erniedtmac (erniedtmac) wrote in finnigans_rpg,

Wayne,

We can't take you anywhere, can we. All right, let's consider the Dennis thing settled, but if Rolf comes near you, you tell him you've a band of badgers watching your back. I love Dennis, almost like the little brother I never had, but Rolf I don't know much. Him I wouldn't have a problem messing up if he messed with you.

That's sort of what I meant, something like your AA for wizards, but I'll leave that for you to decide what would and wouldn't be good. You know more about it than me.

Hey, do you want me to be honest or not? You've been away for years, you're working on your recovery, you have a son to help raise, you're filled with doubts and are worried about fucking things up. And don't think I didn't notice how you dodged my question about getting some help. And from the way you worded that bit about "No good person", you make it sound like you're not a good person. So yeah, I think you have a lot of issues.

Thing is, many of those other issues will always be there for the rest of your life. Your son will always be around. Recovery will be a life-long process. So on and so forth. So the question then is - are you going to keep putting off potential somethings with people you care about for the rest of your life, or can you find a way to work on your issues and start something with someone you care about? Because if you didn't care about him, then you wouldn't be worried about fucking things up. And if you're honest and you both know what you're getting into, well, don't you respect him (or any other person) to be able to make up their mind about whether they want to get into it?

Ernie