First - an ill-advised, blurry evening full of sex, followed up by awkward avoidance and something that started as an apology that went quite pear-shaped and now we're okay but Rolf at the pet shop probably wants me for ferret food.
I dunno about a group. I'm not really keen on exposing myself to loads of people I know. That's why I liked the anonymity of AA. But hiding magic was too much, and by crazy random happenstance (and another somewhat-ill-advised, blurry evening) I found someone in the same boat.
and it sounds to me like you've more issues that whether or not to shag Justin? First of all, thanks a bunch. Second, that's kind of my point. He doesn't need all my shit on top of his. No good person like him deserves that.
And it's still awful that I still kind of want to. Even though it's, like, the worst idea ever.