waynecymraeg (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} waynecymraeg) wrote in ![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} finnigans_rpg, |
No, it's nothing like that. I think it's probably best I stay away from casual sex for a while, especially with what happened after Dennis. And while I'm mostly sure I didn't sleep with my new sponsor-ish person, it's not entirely clear. I'm sure she'd've said something.
Anyway. Sorry if that's too much - I'm trying this whole...honesty type thing. Trusting people. Whatever. I forget what they call it. They say to trust God and all that, but I think it's a load of shit. So I'm trying to trust my friends.
So yeah, I'm officially "in recovery" or whatever. It's going better now than my last two botched attempts of staying sober, but it's nearly a month. Muggle meetings don't work for shit, the whole, hi, I'm an alcoholic, let's share rock-bottom stories.
So that's basically it. I shouldn't start anything, I'm not entirely sure I could take it, I'm more than sure that I'd fuck something up, and I don't want to fuck anything up with anyone especially important to me, like Justin. Or you.
Did ANY of that make sense? Sorry. It's been a while since I've slept.
Wayne