Sometimes, it seemed like 'I'm sorry' was Justin's default setting. He relaxed slightly and chewed his lower lip a little. "I hadn't really talked about it to anyone except.." He shrugged. "Ernie, Susan and Hannah." He winced, realizing that it sounded terrible that so many people knew, but to be fair though, it would have been hard to hide from those closest to him.
He didn't have the heart to tell Wayne that it had really been more than a matter of having a crush on anything with a pulse. Justin had never had feelings for anyone before Wayne and since then.. there was Seamus. "It's not just that. It's very complicated."
Justin looked at Wayne and gave him a small smile. He was very close to a few friends, but Wayne was special. There was an intensity between them that had made all these years apart disappear. "I missed you."