"I hate what she did, too. And I hate- I hate that I wasn't strong enough to realize it, or- or to find out the truth for myself." Abby found herself tearing up again, and she pulled back a bit to bring her hands up to swipe at her eyes. "I don't like what I've done, or the- the woman I've become, Thomas, and I don't- oh, I don't know..." She slid her arms around him again and dropped her forehead to his shoulder. "Everything's felt so hopeless for so long.."