"It doesn't feel like a lot sometimes," Gen admitted, blushing faintly. "I mean, it's just that there's so much to learn and I feel like most of the time I'm just making it up! And then I feel like it's not good enough or just not enough for Julius, but- well, he hasn't complained. Sometimes I think he must be mad for it, still wanting me with all the things I can't do, but...Well, it works in my favor. And after everything, I'm certainly not going to let go of what we have together."