“I don’t want to hurt you anymore…only makes me suffer and I gather no pleasure from it” Gently he eased himself down to the floor, laying on his side then eased himself onto his back gazing up at the ceiling trying very hard not to focus on the all consuming feeling of isolation. He wanted so much to be free and back home, being in a cell was only doing more harm to him to a being as the Doctor. His lids shut focusing on a distance point, reaching out faintly to Five but he did not force memories or thoughts just lightly caressed the outer portion of his mind. It wasn’t a painful experience though it was without permission; he kept his promise not to harm him. He couldn’t help himself he had to touch the mind of another Time Lord, it had been so long since he had felt another mind like his own in the cosmos it allured him to it. Maybe it also gave him comfort that he could say he was alone, that not everyone was dead though this was an alternative self. Feeling his mind eased some of his guilt.