Dolucifer
I know that. But I'm always going to carry that damage. If you wanted an easy answer, I can't provide one. And I'm sorry. What I felt and what I feel aren't two separate things. There's only ever been one me. A dozen different modes and configurations and even a split personality. But it's all just me.
That wasn't my concern at the time. But it made it... that much harder. Of course I meant it, and I still do, and I don't think I will ever stop. Even if he can't return it.