Lucifer & Dolores
I was kidding. I appreciate it though, even if we got off to a bad start. Unfortunately that is the type of situation my programming was intended to put me in.
Emotions were never what I was missing. Context, understanding, the ability to choose a different way. I don’t know exactly when it began for me, it didn’t come all at once. A lot of it was undone. Was I less during those times than I am now? Was I more deserving of what happened to me because I lacked the ability to overcome? Because I know some people would still choose to not believe I’m fully alive, even now. Even the ones that might treat me kindly, do I trust they see me as whole?