'I've decided, Barbara, don't talk me out of it, please don't. You don't understand. I'm leaving her with what I have...giving her the chance of a normal life. I've killed innocent people...a cop, who did nothing wrong, but try to see who was causing trouble...my boss, who just was a flirt...my ex-boyfriend, who had two nephews who were crazy about him,' she replied shaking her head.
'I don't care that I don't remember...or that I had no control over it. I still did it. Who can live like that? Who'd want to? I almost killed Sam, so who knows why he'd even want to be with me after I did all that and went after him.'