'I care, because I know that I'll slip up...I'll fall asleep some night and someone else will die. Dean knows it too, ask him. It could be anyone, Sam, my baby...Dean...you,' Madison said honestly. 'I'll have to live with it. I don't want to hurt anyone...I don't want to live like this, but there is no way to fix this. No way to undo it, I wish there was.'
She was done with Sam, done with the being led on and getting burned. Madison tried dating a nice guy, she tried falling in love, but it only bit her in the ass.
The day wasn't anything special, it was just another day. She didn't want comfort food or chick flicks. Madison didn't know what she wanted or she even deserved anything, especially with her outbursts and her anger. Kindness was really the last thing she deserved now or ever. Maybe this was exactly what Sam saw, the anger and hate deep within her.