What, you're saying I don't have any blame in this? I screwed up, Kitty. I knew what he was capable of, and I let my guard down... that's all. We pay for our own mistakes. [ Talking this much is leaving him breathless, chest cramping up with pain but he doesn't care. Not now.]
If you don't come back... then I made the wrong choice. Then I should've let him kill me right then and there.