Monou Fuuma (monou_fuuma) wrote in end_ofall_hope, @ 2008-06-06 09:08:00 |
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[EotW] Time to let go
To be brutally honest, Fuuma hadn't expected to wake up on living side of things in a manner of speaking. Especially considering the very last thing which came to mind was just how it felt to have someone's hand pierce their chest and touch the heart within it. Upon hearing breathing other than his own, he opened his eyes and turned his head to look at the one seated beside his bed. Noting silently the hand clasping his own and the sheer amount of exhaustion displayed by Kamui, he had a good idea of just how long Kamui had been seated with him here. And after a moment it became somewhat painfully clear just why Kamui was here, at least in one sense anyway.
Apparently the ability which this war had granted him wasn't to be dismissed despite the fact the war was as good as over and done with. The knowledge gained wasn't really anything new, but still, as much as he would like to give Kamui what he wanted he knew better than to attempt it. On top of everything else that had happened over the past year, it would be the cruelest thing to do now. It would seemed that even now he would be causing Kamui pain, but at least hopefully this hurt would help the other boy to move on with his life, perhaps then he could could let go of what used to be and see what there was around him now.
He sighed quietly, realizing that once again it would seem he wouldn't be able to grant something which had been so deeply desired for over such an extended period of time. Still, the failure to grant those wishes was the best thing to happen in the long run no matter how much it hurt to be unable to please the wisher of those desires.