turpintine (ex_turpintin712) wrote in eminor_macula, |
[Charmed to appear illegible to anyone but James] James, I cannot expect you to forgive me for my behaviour, and I am not so certain that I truly deserve to be forgiven. I will explain to you why I acted as I did and it is my hope that you will be able to understand and forgive me, no matter how undeserving I am. My explanation may sound silly, but I beg you to listen with an open mind. You are well aware that I play the piano, though you may not have been truly aware how important it is to me. It is as much a part of me as are my arms and legs. It sounds ridiculous, but it's true. Very recently, I finished a song that I had been working on for a little over a year. Aloysius, upon finding out about this, insisted that I play for him. I did, of course, and was met with nothing but criticisms and insults afterwards. After everything that he has said to me, I thought that this was the only thing that I could still do right. It was not fair to you to have been the person I took my anger out on, and I am so very ashamed for the way I treated you in my previous response. I can only ask that you forgive me, though I cannot expect or honestly say that I deserve it. There was no excuse for the way in which I behaved. As for our reservation, I think it would be in poor taste to cancel, as they are a busy establishment and it is only by my father's name that I was able to receive a reservation on such short notice. It would reflect poorly on my family and you as well, though I do apologise. |