[Vivi/Aspel.]
I am attempting to point out that you have two options. Either you can take one, or the other, or you can attempt to navigate the difficult path between the two as it appears you have been attempting, and obtaining no pleasure from. It does not mean I lack sympathy for being a product of circumstance, but it is your decision which actions you take to adjust the end outcome appropriately.
Yes, but you also have a business to run and I understand what that entails and respect the lengths at which you go to maintain such an establishment. Perhaps that is where our wires mesh.