I joined the Mages Guild because I wanted to be like my brother (he's kind of my hero) but I didn't want to be exactly like him because I'm my own person. People thought I would be a white mage like him and they thought it would be easier for me since I can't see, but I don't want to be stuck in the back, healing. I want to be out in front, fighting the bad guys and protecting the city with the power of the elements. So, that's why I decided to become a black mage.